I haven't been on here in a long while. I'm sorry for that, for not updating. Time slowly got away from me more and more, I found myself writing less and less and the longer it was the harder it was to start again.
And for a while I didn't notice it, I didn't realise that I missed it or what I had left behind. One day I logged off, and just didn't log back in, and I don't know why, I don't remember what happened. You never know the last time, it just happens.
And then a few days ago, I logged in to Wattpad for the first time in such a long time and opened my wall to the most beautiful and comforting, CARING messages from all of you and I cried, I cried to myself at how beautiful and wonderful you all are to be so concerned.
And I was back all that time ago and I remembered exactly why Wattpad was a place that made me feel so safe and so happy.
I've had ups and downs the last few years, some big highs and some devastating lows. Ive gone over a year without writing anything and I've recently started again on Tumblr and AO3 and I want to come back to this, finish what I started and come back to all of you amazing people.
I will try, I will do my best I promise you. Bear with me, I'm trying guys x
You all make me happier than I think you'll ever know I genuinely care about you all. Stay safe, I'll try not to be a stranger.
Love always, BekkaChaos x
