Miley Rosewater

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Update on my life. I am 15 biologically but mentally in my mid to late twenties according to my therapist. I have go through so many life events that made me stronger. I wanted to give up I tried to give up but my body said no. I have to keep fighting and I have to train myself for war once again. My father is a mean person who flips on a dime, and has a rage issue; that he sometimes takes on me. My father recently has “fallen of the wagon” meaning he’s back into alcohol abuse. When I was younger I saw him drunk a lot he was always drinking; even in the mornings. He went to AA and got sober; and it wouldn’t last. I don’t want your pity. I want awareness that this happens. I am not the only child in the world to see their parent abuse substances. I have 2.5 years until I can legally leave. Then I will be free of the monster called my father. I am as strong as steel tough as nails and have one of the strongest types determination that this world has seen. By many I am considered a child but I am a grown adult. I will fight this as hard as I can. I am no ones rag doll. No one will drag me around like I am not human. My father is in for a rude awakening he will see his daughter be a bitch. Dumping his alcohol. Not being phased by his malice filled words. Stand taller and fight stronger than he ever thought she could. My father choose to fall of the wagon and I choose to shove him back on the wagon he leaped from. It will be a rough fight and won’t be easy. Good thing I can fight through pain. No one stops me. I’m going to win this too. I am a fierce warrior. #youarenotalone   #substanceabuseawarness  #iamnoonesragdoll 

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Finally, I am happy safe, and sound on my road to recovery. In CBT and DBT. I hope to be a psychiatrist or counselor when I grow up. I might be a writer but we will have to see. Thank you for reading my story. it has been a lot to go through but things are better and I am getting so much better. My mom is on medicine and she is so much nicer and happier. I have friends I am close with my family. And I will be going places as an adult (definitely college in Chicago) I know I said I want to be a counselor but I am considering being a writer as well. Since it will make me happier. Thank you for reading this and have a great day.

We all go through stuff in life. Some of it is good and some of it is bad. I want to tell my story. When I was seven years old I was wrongfully touched by my "friend" who was 12 years old. At the same time, other boys would force me to go into the trees with boys my age and do have what we thought was sex for their pleasure. During that time someone had tried killing me by attempting to suffocate me. While the boy was trying to kill me his little brother beat me with a large branch. The next year my grandmother committed suicide, and the last time I talked with her I was fighting with her. I was constantly bullied by almost my whole grade because I was different. When I was ten years old my best friend outed me and everyone knew I wasn't straight. The summer when I was 11 years old I had my first suicide attempt I attempted to slit my wrist. Again when I was 11 I ran away to commit suicide. When I was twelve I almost threw myself off a bridge and got sent to my first mental hospital where I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 and PTSD. Two months later I was hospitalized again for excessive self-harm, two months after attempted overdosing twice in one week, then threatened to stab a kid then was sent to a mental hospital where I got beat up and it hurt me more than it helped me. My parents attempted to homeschool me but that didn't work. SO I went to remedial school where the kids were huge bullies to me since I wouldn't misbehave and reported them when they were mean to me. I got sent to two mental hospitals while I was there. My parents homeschooled me again and it worked out better this time. While I was being homeschooled my mother ran away for a few days thinking people were out to get her. She got admitted to a mental hospital and she also has bipolar. I got sent to two more mental hospitals for wanting to hurt myself. We then found out I have a borderline personality disorder. I was allowed back into high school where I did get hospitalized once more but I am happy

ATTENTION EVERYONE today I turned 15 next year I will get my license and in three years I will be an adult!!! I can’t wait gotta get through high school first!

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          hot dogs or hamburgers
          meat or vegan
          love or hate
          milk or water
          pepsi or coke
          adhd or calm
          burka or crop tops
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           Joe Biden or Obama

Hey y'all I just updated another chapter of on the borderline. LMK if this whole Jason escaping the mental hospital is getting old. If it is I will make up new story lines. Goodbye my lovely's

Hello my lovely reader, I am about to upload a new Titans fanfiction story. Jason has BPD (borderline personality disorder) I promise that I am not using any stereotypes or trying to label people and be mean. I am trying to raise awareness about this undiscussed disorder. I am a teenager struggling with borderline personality disorder and I see Jason act the way I act sometimes. I want this disorder to be more talked about. A good deal of my family does not understand why I have mental illness or why I am not a "happy child". This is because they were never taught about mental illness. I hope to shed light on this misunderstood subject. I also want to say that I am mentally doing a lot better than two years ago. I have no self-harmed in over a year and I have not attempted suicide in in two-and-a-half years. I sometimes want to hurt and kill myself to this day, but I am working through it, and am on the medication I need and in the therapy that will treat me. Thank you for reading this really long post. K bye :)

I would like to say that my book " You know my name but not my story." Is very intense, if you have struggled with sexual abuse, self harm, suicide attempts, or someone close to you has committed suicide this is not for you. I know that I have a disclaimer as the first chapter, but I mean it. If you are struggling or going through a rough patch don't read, I will not be offended. If you do read please do not say I was saying all these things happened to for attention. Or that no one goes through that much. It does happen and I am living proof. I would not lie about these things. Also please don't put hate comments about how I tell my story. How I tell my story reflects how it felt to me. Your life story reflects how it feels to you. You do you I'll do me and we can agree to disagree. I hope that everyone is doing well ( or as well as you can ) during this pandemic. Wear your mask, social distance, and don't protect saying " reopen ( insert state or territory you live in )" It is closed for your safety. Enjoy and have a good day.
          - Miley Rosewater