
Bella_InMadness
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!!!! Im over waiting for 2023 to come, and hopefully its alot better then this year, so much has happen.... My sis cancer came back, and shes been upset lately she had to get a double mastectomy ... to be honest it was hard seeing my sister have so much pain, and not being able to not help... all I could do was say ur strong sis that nothing can take u down.... I tried to be there for her, and help ...I felt like all I ever do is hurt people .... its like Im the Angel Of Death... My sis is strong ... more then me and I am happy that I have a sis like her, I will continue to be by her side and help her through her darkest days as she did for me. I am grateful for her, and all the things she does, but to know the truth she aint really my sis, just a friend who I treat like a sis and she treats me like one to. My 11 half sisters dont even give a fuck about me, and I only know like maybe 4.... My real mom is nothing but a druggie hoe, who has a rapist boyfriend. So if anyone reads this I appreaciate it... that u took the time to stop by and hear me vent....