BelladonnaBrave

Jeez, going back through this account and my drafts makes me wonder how the teenager who made this account made any friends... Or how I still have them. 
          	
          	Love my friends for putting up with my weird bs. 

Lewamusprime2016

@BelladonnaBrave you do rp with oc x oc ?

BelladonnaBrave

I am so so sorry!!! I'm a small businesses owner and last week was so hectic I haven't gotten a chance to sign on I need to turn my notifs on again.i got a new phone and I haven't  redownloaded discord yet so gimme a moment to sign into that. I've been avoiding it after the hack and leak
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Lewamusprime2016

@BelladonnaBrave you got fanfiction?  And saw the invite at discord ?
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BelladonnaBrave

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Okay, well since I guess Wattpad is going to ruin our lives by fucking up comment replies and removing PM's guess my discord is open now. I don't like using Discord much, but hey better than whatever tf is going on here. 
          
          So if any of you guys want to rp any of my fandoms or with OCS, gimme a hollar at balladonna666. 

Lewamusprime2016

@BelladonnaBrave can we rp at fanfiction.net?
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BelladonnaBrave

Do my dad is home. We did not receive much good news, most I won't share as it is very personal information but just know surgery is unavoidable with what they found. He's home and we are just happy to have him with us again. I feel like I can breathe once more for just a short while

SleepTheBot

@BelladonnaBrave Wishing the best for you.
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BelladonnaBrave

I don't even know how to start this... 
          
          I'm not doing well. At all. Tomorrow is my 21st birthday and it could very well be the worst day for my family. 
            My dad is currently in the hospital for heart failure and it's looking really bad. Like worst case scenario is a transplant, like those are easy to get. 
             I'm not sure if I'll ever get back to role playing. I might respond to a few, but I really don't feel in the mood... Just thinking about it makes me feel quezy. 
             I'm so scared... I don't know what I'll do without him. He's always been there for me and yeah there have been a few fights, but I know he loves me. I can't lose him... Please, I just... I just need time. 
          
          I'm sorry guys... 

SleepTheBot

@BelladonnaBrave I can't offer much but hope and an ear to use. Hoping hard everything works out.
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BelladonnaBrave

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Dear Role players, 
          
          I've fucked myself over bad.
          Do currently I have to place a lot of my focus into the current debt I have amassed. This is a hole I have dug for myself that I'm currently trying to fix so I apologize far any late or MIA responses I send out. 
            An unfortunate think about this is that because of my ADHD priority may be placed on certain roleplays I can get to that are currently within my interest. I love you all and do enjoy doing these sessions with you guys, however my stupid brain has trouble giving my my gosh darn dopamine. 
             If I don't respond, please know I am trying my best to get to you guys and once this whole debt thing is taken care of I will be trying to be more active. Until then, I wish you all the best of days and I hope to talk to you all soon. 

Giganotosaurus_089

@BelladonnaBrave Best of luck, and you have my best wishes.
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