So, as you might have realized I haven't updated anything in months. I'm
sorry about that I really want to but I don't have time. I've been busy with
school, being sick for a week and having to catch up with everything,
another one of those big exams which were Thursday and yesterday,
actually having friends to hang out with for once in my life. And, yeah I
think I'm not doing so well mentally either, I don't know what's wrong but
I know there's something, I just feel panicky all the time lately and
worthless too cuz where's the fun in actually allow myself to feel good
huh? Idk, everything just feels wrong and I'm starting to think I belong in
an asylum as I continually argue with the voice in my head like no
kidding most of the times I get angry at nothing and people think I'm
nuts which I most certainly am. All of this to say that I'm most definitely
not writing anytime as I have no idea whatsoever and that my life has
also been taken over by a show called Supernatural and some ships
called Destiel and Sabriel don't know if you've heard of it cuz we're a
rather small community also Sherlock and Tumblr and Instagram are
a big part of my life. And alongside the times where I hang out with my
friends and that there's no arguments of any sort and food they're the
only things that actually make me happy, hope you won't mind and stuff
still love you though and if you ever wanna talk just message me. Also
sorry to all the people I lied to saying I was alright but I didn't actually
know how I felt and now my nerves are just done with everything and
they don't feel like holding up for me anymore so yeah...