These are the thoughts of a woman whose mind is in chaos and whose heart is in turmoil.
She's complicated.
She's difficult.
She's undecided.
She would often stare at blank walls and think of the life that she chose to live.
She has regrets. But, she can no longer turn back time and reverse all her decisions.
So,  she writes.
As if words can heal her pain.
As if words can create wonders