Belleeybutton

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I thought tonight would be like those nights where I just interact with my pals. T'was kinda special tho. Some were having quarrels, so had to mediate. One was expressing his sadness. One was talking about the project we decided to do together. However, one situation disrupted my sane mind.
          	
          	
          	A confession.
          	A confession I never thought I needed to hear. 
          	Such a shame how I endowed trust to a person who eventually broke it. What I hated about it were:
          	
          	- you talk as if I have to be pitied
          	- you made me feel better by your lies
          	- you made me feel how easy it is to be replaced just because i wasn't there. I realized i was replaceable.
          	- you made a fool out of me, good thing I didn't expect too much from you
          	- you made me feel like it was my fault for being an option
          	- you apologizing isn't sincere. You only apologized to free yourself from being guilty. No wonder things changed because there is someone else. 
          	- that someone else is my friend. Can't hate her, but really,
          	- i hate myself for being like this. Why am i even comforting u both when u were the reasons why I'm aching.
          	- I'm just plainly disappointed
          	- you are an asshole
          	
          	Hope u get what u want

Belleeybutton

this message may be offensive
I thought tonight would be like those nights where I just interact with my pals. T'was kinda special tho. Some were having quarrels, so had to mediate. One was expressing his sadness. One was talking about the project we decided to do together. However, one situation disrupted my sane mind.
          
          
          A confession.
          A confession I never thought I needed to hear. 
          Such a shame how I endowed trust to a person who eventually broke it. What I hated about it were:
          
          - you talk as if I have to be pitied
          - you made me feel better by your lies
          - you made me feel how easy it is to be replaced just because i wasn't there. I realized i was replaceable.
          - you made a fool out of me, good thing I didn't expect too much from you
          - you made me feel like it was my fault for being an option
          - you apologizing isn't sincere. You only apologized to free yourself from being guilty. No wonder things changed because there is someone else. 
          - that someone else is my friend. Can't hate her, but really,
          - i hate myself for being like this. Why am i even comforting u both when u were the reasons why I'm aching.
          - I'm just plainly disappointed
          - you are an asshole
          
          Hope u get what u want