Bellpepper064

I am absolutely fucked at life I hate myself so much od is out the window cuz I heard it actually wasn't painless 

staring at the wall at 1 am holding back tears and contemplating all my life choices and how im a fucking burden to my friends and family is rlly just a mood. I miss my ex so bad but she hates me so anytime im touch starved its worse bc now im thinking im being too needy and I need a fucking life bc she told me things and now I'm starting to believe it

she broke up with me 

I cant even read my book bc im so mad at myself and something goods gonna happen and im just not in the mood 

my gf just yelled at me and im crying and I won't text her bc I feel like a fucking burden to literally everyone and she said I made her feel like an asshole but I didn't mean to and I apologized and I feel so bad I can't stop crying

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Hey yall I haven't come on here in awhile but I just wanted to say appreciate what u have and don't take advantage of it cuz it just might slip thru ur fingers my dogs four and he has gray hairs and I saw a tiktok about a dog and she's not here anymore so give ur pet a hug and appreciate them 

So she starts yelling at me mind u shes FUCKING DRUNK so she's saying like alm and shit im talking all not Asian yall so she's like yelling at me how she isn't racist and she goes well what if I went on ur video and started saying shit about how ur black and saying racist shit mind u she's FUCKING WHITE AND IM MIXED so I was thinking WHY TF IS SHE THINKING THIS SHIT I think she's racist guys and she kept changing the subject talking about what she's been thru oh I'm sorry I didn't know this was about u

I have a question hoes and this is serious so answer right as u see this. So my mom was on tiktok and she didn't have it for the longest time bc china was taking ppls info or whatever yah ik stupid. So we were scrolling and came across a popular video went to the sound and bella poarch came up. Excuse me if I spell it wrong but my mom goes and says oh I bet she lives in China bc she's Asian and the app was made by the Chinese ia this not racist and I told her that it was wrong and she went off ill make another post for this part but yah lmk

Yall plz im literally begging u I'm taking a timed algebra test on intro to quadratics PLEASE if ur good then message me on insta so I can get help and not fail im literally begging BUT IM IN PREAP OR HONORS ITS DIFFERENT IN DIFFERENT STATES ITS BASICALLY THE SMART CLASS don't ask why im in it my instas in my bio kayla_8372 im literally crying and I have to wake up in 5 hours plzplzplz