BellyBeans12

I’ve been unmotivated to do anything recently, so no for sure answer when the next chapter will release.

BellyBeans12

random thought vecause today was such a mentality toll on me..
          
          
          
          
          I walked up the steps of the church with my parents, in a light blue dress with butterflies.
          My mom enjoyed looking at historical churches, don’t know why but we decided to check it out.
          
          It was pretty.
          
          The stained glass windows, the murals on the ceiling.
          
          There were statues that represented church communities.
          
          
          I thought it was the coolest thing ever to see that church.
          
          
          We were on the way out..
          
          
          There were memorial candles that you could light, I wanted to light one just for fun.
          
          No clue who I would light it for, I thought.
          
          …
          
          I knew, I wanted to light it for my first ever and only pet. Alexa, my cute little kitten.
          
          She would sit next to my swing as meow at me, it was cute.
          
          
          
          She was the only cat I’ve ever held and liked, deeply.
          
          
          
          
          I started to tear up, the thought of her was stuck in my head the whole day. I miss her and wished she could’ve grown up.
          
          even writing this, I teared up.