Nya =^.^=  Ello names Sebastian hmmm about me well I'm gay favorite colors Black, red, green, blue, silver, dark colors neon colors hmmm fav food pizza,tacos, Chinese im 5'9 im 16 I wuvvvvvv penguins and rainbows anddddddddddddd PIKACHU.....
 

I drew that elephant named him baba :3
 What don't judge I get judged my hole life... I have nuu friends in real I life I live with my foster parents... I have a dog his names Toby.

 Hmm I'm mute by choice im Taken by the wuv of my  life  IM UGLY AND IM PROUD -Spongebob_  IM ONE HELL OF A BUTTLER -Sebastian from black buttler- I wuv Creepypasta to criminal minds law in order breakfast club horror movies Mmm can I have a cuddle buddy pweaseee? 

sticks out bottom lip and shows my green eyes. You can always message me on here I'll reply or you can email me if chu want I don't really care. Mmm any questions just ask im shy and alone left like a nome.


He didn't know who would leave or stay so he pushed them all away.


I'm not brave anymore,

Darling.

I'm all broken.

They've all broken me



I hate it when people tell me to

"Just be happy

So you think I just choose to be depressed and have suicidal  thoughts and cut all the time?"



Pain is the only thing that tells me I'm still alive...


You don't know what iv been through 

The childhood I've had

How much I hate myself

What I do to myself when I'm alone

How much I give up

How much iv been hurt

How much iv been forgotten 

How much my heart hurts

How much I cry 

How much I feel dead inside.


I guess I'm just tired of being bitched at behind my back

Tired of being laughed at

Tired of being made fun of

Tired of being ignored

Tired of feeling involved 

Tired of no one caring

Tired pretending to be fine

When all I do is cry.



I think I hit the point in life where 

I'm just done.

I cried 

I fought

I tried 

But everything is crashing down 

My demons are screaming louder 

Trying to eat the rest of me away

And this time

I'm not going to fight back.