Darelove2349

… sorry it’s been awhile.. I don’t have much to say. Sorry about that… school been rough. Honestly. Guess what?  I’m getting this plushie! And I have these fav streamers who support me in all ways!… you know I’ll love to hear from you.. maybe you ghosting me. And honestly. That’s okay. But please I do wish you reply. How your school? How’s.. everything?.. everyday I look up at the sky I see you. In my eyes. Imagining you staring at the sky like me. I been thinking abt you, I wish people could care about me. People hate me… I wish I was loved.. by people. And tbh I hope I can see you one day. Maybe I have… I love you. Jayliee. And I cry everyday thinking about you. A lot. See you soon My love ❤️ don’t give up yet. Please. I love you more then you know it.-Jacqueline

Darelove2349

are we still friends..?
          
          
          What are we. 
          
          Will I see you again?
          
          Sometimes I dream about you
          
          
          I cant Even Look at things you like the same because it reminds me of you. I hate that. Because everytime I think about you it makes me cry. I care. I wish you know how much I care
          
          
          Sometimes I wonder if you forgotten me
          
          
          I havent. And frankly never will. I. Don’t know.
          
          Is it bad every time I listen to “ARE WE STILL FREINDS?” by Tyler the creator it reminds me of you.
          
           
          I do wish I known you better.
          
          But I feel like. You don’t care. Maybe u do. I just don’t know it. 
          
          I missed you
          
          To much
          
          One of your friends been nice
          
          Haven’t talk to them but they will let me know if they heard from you
          
          Maybe. Your dead. And I’m just here crying and praying you’ll be back
          
          But apart of me says no. Your not dead. I’m just dreaming and one day I’ll wake up and talk to you
          
          
          … it’s stupid crying over someone. But. You care right? YOU CARE. Because I care. I cry for you everyday.
          
          Everyday I wake up and go on insta to see if u texted. Or went online
          
          Will I ever get to see you again? Do even care anymore? I do.
          
          You might think it’s dumb crying over someone I don’t know
          
          But. I did. love you. I would die for you. 
          
          
          I dream abt hugging me and saying you be back Dont worry… but. Will you come back? Really?
          
          …. I changed so much. But I haven’t moved on from you
          
          Why? Cus I actually care for you
          
          I’m fr breaking down. It’s not heathy but I want hear from you again. 
          
          Just 1 time. I want a good conversation. Talking abt our day and… how we care. For eachother. 
          
          
          
          
          I love you Kai.
          
          Actually. I love you
          
          Jayliee William.
          
          ❤️