@ Beomie_101 oh..
I've had similar experiences and I don't rly know what I can do to change ur mind, but js always know and I mean it- not like everyone that says that they're js saying it to make you happy- you can always come to me if u ever need to take, don't be shy, don't be embarrassed, vent to me, we're complete strangers, it's not as if I told sm1 they would care anyways
But please, always know that I'm here, my message board is a free vent space if you'd like
However, the choice remains urs, stay safe and take care love <3