Bernie Berry

@Oukhtyramisuu

I love hearing the rain makes me happy 

And just like every night i lay in my bed tell myself it'll get better

Don't blame me, love made me crazy
          If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right
          Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
          I'll be usin' for the rest of my life
          
          I've been breakin' hearts a long time, and
          Toyin' with them older guys
          Just playthings for me to use
          Something happened for the first time, in
          The darkest little paradise
          Shakin, pacin', I just need you
          
          For you, I would cross the line
          I would waste my time
          I would lose my mind
          They say, "She's gone too far this time"
          
          

Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again

It's 1:21 Am listening to sad songs because i'm hurting inside. I feel bad for him He overdose last night, because We had a fight yesterday night. Then i decided to walk away from him he push me back i push him harder he scream at me i scream  at him louder