Blue

   The little cuts mean nothing its the blood that means the most. For the blood is the source of my promises, the thing that makes them real. - Me

   We use foot soldiers as though our love was a war that we feared some may take us out for.
          
             They sent our words to one another from far. And when they returned we asked for a response maybe not of words, maybe just of face.
          
             Sometimes the messages would change slightly or maybe we had been lied to. 
          
             Our foot soldiers knew the feelings we had for one another but did not understand our hesitation, they did not realize they were the foot soldiers in a war of love.
          
             How funny we are all blind in love and war. - Me

   And although our love was word less, and we loved each other from a far, we were not together which made this love very hard.
          
             But when we looked each other in the eye as we walked by we knew we loved one another with all our heart.
          
             Its funny though for we had loved each other more then life itself but were not together. That is the most painful thing of all.
          
             A love known to both but a love that has been restricted. - Me

One of my books from my old account is up.
          ~ Blue ~

   I love how quotes about love contradict each other. Some say that if you love him you'll wait for the time to be right and others say that because he left you and hurt you your better off and shouldn't waste your time.
          
             The good thing about these quotes though are that usually you can feel connected to a certain one, I believe that to be the one that you know deep down is the one you should listen to.
          
             I guess I'll be waiting then, I'll watch the sunset beautifully as I wait for you to come back again. 
          
             I'll wait for those three words to leave your lips for me.
          
             And I'll wait to hold you in my arms again like I'll lose you because the honest truth is you are absolutely the thing I cherish the most in life.

   You through me out of your life for her and now your pulling me back in. Your still with her, you still have her, you can't have us both. 
          
             We both know what happened last time you tried... I was the one who got hurt. I was the one you left, and yet I still love you.
          
             I miss you, come back but take the garage out and never let it sit by the front door or the thing that'll be leaving is me... again but this time of my own will.
          
             Because no matter how much I love you. I won't live a life with the smell of trash waiting for you.
          
             You can always come back, and I will always love you but I've promised to myself this is the last time that I'll let you back in and not check to see what you brought with you. I just want you to prove you love.
          
             I know its stupid but I love you to the point were I don't care as long as I'm with you. But that doesn't mean that if you hurt me a 3rd time I won't check the 4th or 5th time.
          
             Because I know that no matter how stupid it is to let you back in over and over again that my love for you will blurr my sight and I'll let you in again.
          
             But everytime it happens again be aware that my security gets better and better. So just be smart this time and take her the fuck out. Or I'll take your trash out myself.
          
             And I won't be so nice about it either because she's the one who tried taking me out and in the end you only put me on the porch with the door open.
          
             If your coming back I won't stand for it so you better put her in the trash bin so the trucks can take her away forever.
          
             Call me stupid, I know but I'd rather improve myself self and my strength because one guy kept hurting me rather then ten guys who kept hurting me the same way and me never being smart just naive.
          
             

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   Its my job to pretend like I'm okay, its your job to pretend like you didnt do this to me. - Me

   If you find me depressed, its because I'm a mess for a love that makes me stressed.
          
             Its because of a heart break, because of memories and because of a feeling I still feel.
          
             So let me apologize before I have a second to make this day depressed, I'm sorry of the problems that I may cause while you follow me.
          
             I can't help it but because of it I write to express some pain I feel inside.

   I've published a preview to a book I'm writing. If you check it out I hope you like it.