I always feel like I'm caged to communicate with people. Not hang out, not in real life, but here on social media. Like kung merong magsesend ng dick pic sakin, kakausapin ko ba? of course not. I need a deep and normal conversation. Kung paplanuhin pa nila kong imeet up ill never do it. Bakit ba ganun? Bawal ba kong makipag usap kasi nanjan si eiman? Am I too young because of this? its hard for me to make friends in real life so I just need to do it here. Hindi ako yung taong makikiusap na lang kung kahit kanino na hindi nag iisip. No. I pick people who I really want to talk to. Those people who are worth talking to. Those people who are way more interesting than the people I've met in real life. I know Ive made some mistakes into talking to people. alam kong nagmumura ko dati nung kausap ko sila. But the internet is a place where you can be who you want. And the chats you've seen that shocked you, are like conversations you said to a person in real life except it sends, it can be deleted, and it can be remembered in history with the exact words you've typed.
I keep what I need to. I don't expose it. We all have a second personality. What stays there, stays. I don't apply it on real life