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Hello! Yes I'm alive HAHA!
          If yall dont remember me, I used to go by Badr here or formerly known as Bet Malaz. I was the one who wrote a shitty book called Sad Boys.
          
          I'm here to discuss and speak on something important before I leave once again, I have managed to retrieve this account that has been hacked for almost three years !
          All of my old accounts including Instagram (except for DeviantArt thank god) has been hacked due to the fact that I was in an abusive relationship with someone who was older than me when I was only 15-16 years old, my life was basically a mess back in 2019-2021 as I was a poor , confused dyke who rarely knew how harmful regressing back to gender norms was. Yes, I was a trans guy for a good 6 years of my life but I desisted as I realized I was just a lesbian with internalized lesbophobia. 
          I used to write those stories when I needed a way to escape whatever I was going through hence why my books were so shitty, I was basically writing whatever came to my mind as I yearned for such an experience as I also had undiagnosed ASPD at the time. 
          I was your typical mentally ill teenage girl who didn't know that what I was going through was NOT normal, that I was trying so hard to fit into any aspect or community out there. 
          
          I'm now 19 years old, on my way to med school, I'm majoring in biology! :)
          Flew out the country and all! hahaha.
          I have changed alot, and now I'm not active on here as I have grew out of it. Wattpad has to be one of the most comforting experiences I had through out my female socialization as it comforted me in an odd way lol.  
          
          Once again, I'm so sorry that yall were convinced I was dead for a good 3 years, I wasn't, I was just in a shitty relationship that ended up with almost all of my accounts taken away from me. 
          Love yalll 

*knew not new.

This is their deviant art about section:
          
          "Left deviant art at 2019, came back (2022) to re-traumatize myself and remind myself of my old mistakes i made as a 
          child. I'm DE-transitioned now (FTMF) , I currently study a med major." 
          
          If they are alive I am happy of course but that would also mean they faked their death. If this is a hacker/troll, this is not funny.
          If anybody who new bet please message me if you know anything. I dont want to pry into their personal life but I found comfort in their fanfics and mourned for them when I heard they passed. I just want to know if they are alive or not, thats it.

Bets deviant art account was updated in 2022 updated about life. I really hope it was hacked or something and bet did not fake their death.

Its been a 2 years almost where did yah go man? :')

SoN

hey !!

If my books have quiet slow uploading schedule this week or after, just gonna say it, my mom has passed away in January 30th. So it will take me a whole ass time to recover and try to stand still with my writings.
          Thank you all for the support though! 

Y'ALL DEAR STAR BOY IS GONE
          *>INSERT DANCING CRABS M EME*

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