Betrayed_God

My best friend likes to say that life is like a ride or die - but we're not dying. And then he does something so stupid he almost dies... 🥱😂

Betrayed_God

Today I was told I should stop writing. Just stop. They told me it's stupid, they said it's not worth. I tried to defend myself - say it's the only thing keeping my head above water. They said it would be better to drown than keep writing. Tears had been shed, anger took its place. But I can't stop wonder - maybe I really should quit this place?

urfavbuttcracker

@Betrayed_God aw honey as a writer people say that all the time, you cant give in and let them win. you have to keep writing, doing what you love, proving people wrong. its so so so hard as a writer, trust me I know. but if you have no support irl, you always got your online people. Just leave a message on my board if you need someone to talk to and ill be there babe. you'll be just fine, dont give up love
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ima_psychopath

Do u know, i always come to ur account and read all of these and I've also written some of them in my diary. 
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ima_psychopath

I will translate one of poems or whatever that is and show u, ok 
            And u will tell me how's it. 
            It's in urdu and hindi so I'll first translate it.
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Betrayed_God

Just give me the part
          Where somebody finally learns
          That another human being
          Is not a burden to carry.
          Give me the part
          Where someone stays.
          Give me the part
          Where the boy looks over the edge
          And someone reaches him in time.
          Give me the part
          Where the mother finally listens.
          Give me the part
          Where the lonely man
          Stops pretending he isn't.
          Give me the part
          Where two strangers sit beside each other
          And neither one looks away.
          Give me the part
          Where my poems are read
          And not half-way...

ima_psychopath

@Betrayed_God This is beautiful ❤️ 
            It's going in my diary 
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Betrayed_God

If inconvenience came in hardcover,
          I'd be the signed first edition.
          Gold lettering, cigarette stains,
          Collectors call that "rare condition",
          Bent corners from too many hands,
          Rain-warped pages, coffee rings,
          A cracked old spine that still won't quit.
          Funny how the books worth reading
          Always suffer little things.

Betrayed_God

That feeling when you realize that the only person to ever love you is your little sister...

urfavbuttcracker

@Betrayed_God aw honeyyyy I dont know you that well but there are people out there who will love you equal or even more than your little sister and you just havent ket them yet
            I for one, am glad you were born
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Betrayed_God

Cold hands, silent control...
          You lean into me,
          I take what you hold.
          Babe, hold tight, don't let go.
          You crave the silence
          When I say no.
          And we're 
          Too far gone 
          To slow down now
          And honestly... 
          I don't want out.
          'Cause I am your poison, 
          Yet I am the poisoned...
          And you crave my touch 
          When I let go.