BiLaz_4Ever

what if i just turn this into a hazbin hotel/helluva boss account cause tbh i haven't even THOUGHT about bilaz for like a month:( which is crazy cause i used to think about them all the damn time and lately i've only had hazbin hotel and some helluva boss fanfic/edit ideas
          	anyway hope y'all're doing well happy holidaysss dima's birthday is coming up but i don't think i'll post a fanfic or even an edit really but we'll see

BiLaz_4Ever

what if i just turn this into a hazbin hotel/helluva boss account cause tbh i haven't even THOUGHT about bilaz for like a month:( which is crazy cause i used to think about them all the damn time and lately i've only had hazbin hotel and some helluva boss fanfic/edit ideas
          anyway hope y'all're doing well happy holidaysss dima's birthday is coming up but i don't think i'll post a fanfic or even an edit really but we'll see

BiLaz_4Ever

today is 5 years of my crazy obsession!!!
          *groans* don't worry y'all i'm moving on... but if sergey and dima decides to post photos together then i will definitely be back :D for now i'm moving on to something definitely different, and let's just see how long that lasts. anyway happy 5 years of me being in this fandom! i posted a very short story called morning glory so just go check out the oneshots book anyway byeee

Jpksuper

@ BiLaz_4Ever  happy anniversary!!
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BiLaz_4Ever

so uh i had to clear my tiktok and insta fan pages... cause Russians are being mean to me... cause they believe my country (usa) attacked Crocus City Hall... and we did not... it was ISIS, there's literal proof...
          
          anyway so im having a reputation era in may on my socials where Russians follow me... I mean hopefully they'll stop being so ugly to me by then </3
          
          have a nice day and please pray for the families of the victims... even if you're anti-Russia, these were citizens... just regular people... and children died too...

BiLaz_4Ever

so I somehow made that short little video of Sergey and Dima at the Viktoriya awards a sad thing...
          
          I've been listening to a lot of Phoebe Bridgers lately and while I was watching the video, Moon Song came on and I just felt like that song suited them too well...
          
          the way Dima looked at him before walking away, then how he turned back... it was only a few seconds but it was just... ugh I hate my shipper mind
          
          anyway, now I'm drinking milk I dyed pink to feel like it's strawberry milk and I'm about to make an edit of them to Moon Song...
          
          I don't think I've ever felt so sad while planning an edit.
          
          I don't think Ive ever thought of them in such a sad way.
          
          “So I will wait for the next time you want me like a dog with a bird at your door... ... When you saw the dead little bird, you started crying. But you know the killer doesn't understand...”

BiLaz_4Ever

i hate shakespeare and gosling and cakes with white frosting two names in a heart shaped tattoo i think cupid is stupid and violets are purple not blue i hate catching bouquets the honeymoon phase and letterman jackets don't fit your eyes can't hold stars and you'd die if your heart really skipped i hate love songs yeah i really do i hate love songs but i love you HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY Y'ALL as you can tell if you follow me on tiktok or instagram I AM LONELY and want someone it don't matter the gender i just want a human to think about while listening to tri dnya dozhdya and someone to send stupid little ecards to and someone to dump me tonight so i can cry to artem kacher tomorrow is that too much to ask for smh

BiLaz_4Ever

guess whose iphone finally arrived