I don't really know what to say. Nothing I write here will make what happened any less painful and tragic, but I hope that knowing that someone else out there cares is worth something. You, your family, and Tristan are in my heart and prayers. It is easy to see that you loved her very much. She was a lucky girl to be loved so deeply by so many. She must have been an amazing person and I really wish that I could have known her personally. I know I am a stranger to you, but sometimes it can be easier to talk to someone you don't know. If you find yourself needing someone to talk to please message me, I would be more than happy to help in anyway I can.