I am a paradox.
I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I am lazy,yet I am ambitious. I don't like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don't care,but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way.
I am a conflicted contradiction. 
If I can't figure myself out, there is no way someone else can.😉