GUCCIBOY

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Lord God, kailangan na kailangan ka namin ngayon. Today, we just lost 5 of our fellow schoolmates and 4 of them are still fighting for their lives. Lord God, sobrang bata pa nilang lahat, marami pa silang ambition at pangarap sa buhay bakit kinuha mo na sila 
          Hindi talaga namin inaakala na mangyayari eto sa inyo sa kay Jorge napakabata mo pa potek naman no 
          Naghihintay pa kami, mga kabarkada niyo para icongratulate kayo Kita pa namin sa mga post niyo ang laki laki ng mga ngiti before & after sa contest niyo. Ngayon, nagluluksa ang buong school because of the unexpected loss of lives of their students. Kami na kabarkada niyo, classmates niyo pamilya niyo pota ang sakit talaga isipin na nawalan kami ng kaibigan sa oras na malapit na kaming aalis sa school
          For now, I hope that the 5 of you and that girl whose name we never knew, will be in a better place. We pray for your family to be strong. You will always be in our prayers, may you rest in peace 
          And to the 4, PLEASE fight, everyone is still waiting for you

Anyways, I just want to say
          
          You are important. Every inch of you, is valuable. You are beautiful. You must know that you are beautiful. Those imperfections? Show these imperfections to everyone, cause that what makes you perfect. Your family loves you, Your friends loves you, I love you. 
          
          If you don't believe in yourself, always remember, our loving and Almighty Father ALWAYS believes in you. He loves you. He cares for you. He never sees you as something unworthy, you are His treasure, He values you so much. Even though we forget to thank Him from all the blessings He never fails us to give, He's still there for you. Pray for Him, Thank Him, Praise and Worship Him. A life with God by your side, is a blessed life. If you don't know who you really are, just stick this in your mind, YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD. 
          
          LOVE YOURSELF. LOVE MYSELF. PEACE
          I PURPLE YOU GOD BLESS YOU

These last 2 days until morning this day, it has been SELF-IDENTITY or SELF-WORTH and IMPORTANCE of LIFE that surrounds the minds of every participant in NH5 (youth summit for leadership) (The facis/fascilatators perceive as 'Young Leaders' fyi). Every activities we have since the first day has been so meaningful, every talk, every session, every workshop, can make you realize how should you value yourself. Especially the 'WHO ARE YOU?' activity this morning (*cough* FAKE LOVE *cough*). I cried so much, like, a waterfall of tears burst out from my eyes. Like three times! Lol. But srsly, this activity is truly helpful to discover yourself. The last one tho, when our partners asks us repeatedly 'Who Are You?' what you're going to answer is, about yourself of course. It was all smiles and laughter at first, then it gets deeper. Damn, my emotions got deeper, too. I talk about my depression, my parents separation, my sexuality, my insecurities, scary thoughts of death and everything (not all actually lol) about myself. Then, you guessed it, I cried again. 
          This Nation of Heroes, is probably the best event, I've ever joined in my whole life. This year's topic is: Self-Discovery. I never regret joining for one last time before I leave for college. To the GYL, way to go guys You never failed us. I even met the love of my life! JK lmao. (Ily Harlie char)
          
          Share ko lang guyses

*sigh* my friends doesn't know my true sexuality, though they know how i got into a relationship before with a girl via facebook they still think i'm straight. i realize i'm bi since i met her, i developed feelings [the feelings are mutual fyi] and we last for 4 months. tbh, those 4 months were one of the best days i ever had
          
          anyways, i'm afraid how they'll react if ever i come out as bi, like, i can't even handle how they talk about my friend 'Sha-Sha', who we thought as straight but is a 'bi' since she's courting my girl friend. they talk about how they were shock to know she's actually gay, even though she's a beauty queen, a majorette, and a classy woman in the eyes of the public. my g-friend was almost disgusted since both of them have known each other for a long time. urrrrrrgggh! damn, i wish coming out would be easier
          
          (my broken english is too good)

I'm going to try to self publish. One if my stories is almost published

ARMYYYY