BigBoobaloobies

Do you ever just go into a long ass depressive episode and then when it’s done miss it? Like I’ve been through most of my life in a fog that is just my normal, but whenever I’m doing better I come out of that fog and it just feels wrong. Like I’m glad I’m doing better but I almost miss the feeling. Idk maybe I’m just crazy…

BigBoobaloobies

I love you too bro <3
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emoinsomniac

@BigBoobaloobies ur not crazy, I know how you feel :/ I get the same way with my ED sometimes. Its like I know im doing better and that i feel good when I eat but at the same time i just feel like im not me anymore and i never feel like eating. Keep pushing on my guy, I know we can both get outta this mess and come out alright on the other side. I love you bro <3
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emoinsomniac

Dude, its been almost a year since we met, and literally so much has changed- Looking back at my old convos with u makes me cringe hella hard but im glad that they are there and Im so glad I got to meet you. You have literally been there for me thru it all and I love u so much broski <3 hopefully someday when i am in a safer situation we can talk more, either thru text or like social media. anyways, i love you so so much and I really appreciate you luka <3

BigBoobaloobies

Dude I literally love you so much
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BigBoobaloobies

Do you ever just go into a long ass depressive episode and then when it’s done miss it? Like I’ve been through most of my life in a fog that is just my normal, but whenever I’m doing better I come out of that fog and it just feels wrong. Like I’m glad I’m doing better but I almost miss the feeling. Idk maybe I’m just crazy…

BigBoobaloobies

I love you too bro <3
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emoinsomniac

@BigBoobaloobies ur not crazy, I know how you feel :/ I get the same way with my ED sometimes. Its like I know im doing better and that i feel good when I eat but at the same time i just feel like im not me anymore and i never feel like eating. Keep pushing on my guy, I know we can both get outta this mess and come out alright on the other side. I love you bro <3
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BigBoobaloobies

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You ever just ask your parents to stop dead naming you because it makes you want to kill yourself and than your bitch ass mom just says you’re wrong about your identity and that you have “more exploring to do”. Cuz same. If it’s not clear, I have mommy issues. 

BigBoobaloobies

Thanks man, I really appreciate that
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emoinsomniac

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@BigBoobaloobies Im sorry man. that sucks hell asshole and i really wish i could be there to help you. Please dont do anything drastic Luka, I really need you and idk what i would do if something happened to you and i had no way of ever even seeing you or being able to talk to you face to face. Please just hang on Luka, I know homophobic anf transphobic parents are horrible, trust me, but i promise there is so so much more to life than just what’s happening right now, and things will always get better. Life is hard, especially for people like you and I, but I know we can do it man. Please hang on, dont give up. There are so many people that love you, me and Frankie included and we really care about you. My mom said the same thing when i came out to her as asexual (i didnt say asexual because then i would get kicked out of the house, i just told her how i feel) and now she just pretends like the whole thing never happened. I know its horrible but we can get through it. Please know that I love you so much. The world is better with you in it Luka, never forget that
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