Yo! Hi! Aloha! Guten tog! And Konnichiwa!How are ya? I bet some of you are wondering where I have been. Well longgggg story short, I had a massive family vacation, with 12 cousins and 8 adults, so all in all 20 people in one house. As you know (probably) I am lesbian, but my dads side of the family (the one I went on a vacation with) is extremely homophobic...and I heard them talking all kinds of sh!t about the LGBTQ+ Community... I won’t go into it but some of it was them praising Chick-fil-A about their discrimination thing... (not serving food to LGBTQ+ people) this makes me want to come out less.. and all my friends said that they will just have to deal, and they will get used to it eventually.. but I wish that would happen but I know that it won’t... they will basically dis-own me. They will stop talking to me, and I won’t be invited to family vacation and my aunts and uncles will not want me around my cousins because they think it will rub off on them or something.. even though I know this will happen, I don’t love them any less... they are the most important people in my life! I need them.. but anyway all of this has not been so kind on my mental health... so I really need some time. I promise that it won’t be for more than a week or two more... I am really sorry! Well I hope you are having a wonderful day! Baiii!