(writes something) | deletes it (writes something else) | deletes that too. That's the consistency of my writing. Not knowing whether it's good enough writing material, is it mature enough? Have I just completely missed the whole concept of writing a story? Its kind of like I'm in a turmoil of questions that I just can't get out of.

If you're not happy with something you're writing then you shouldn't force yourself to write it, I guess it's like not being comfortable in your own skin. Write something that makes you feel happy and comfortable then, if you do decide to post it or share it with someone and they like it great! If they don't, maybe that's just not their style of writing or their preferred genre, you can lead a horse to water but you can't force it to drink. I believe that if someone doesn't like what ever it is that you're doing you're not here to please them so don't listen or take to heart the criticism that they give you. Unless its useful of course! 

You do you. 

Billi31981 xx