BillyMightBeDead

This is actually a very serious question: do you ever crash out over not being the opposite gender? I'm trying to find out if I'm nonbinary or trans. Tbh don't know if I'll even do anything about it 

Sometimes I feel as though I’m not human. I don’t truly exist

Sometimes I blast music in hopes that my family will connect the dots and realize it relates to how I’m feeling because the words escape me and/or it’s too exhausting to try and explain it to them again

Firm believer that I was born in the wrong body but not sure how if that makes any sense 

What if I just quit my job what then

Someone, please give me a book, a poem, or a song to analyze and write a paper on. I miss doing it so much!!!

Society as a whole should be thankful that I keep my bitchy thoughts to myself

BRING BACK CRITICAL THINKING SKILLS!!!!!! PLEASE, I'M BEGGING!!

I hope that this feeling of always being alone will fade. That I will know that I’m loved, wanted, and need. That I have people who will want to talk to me randomly. I don't want to be everyone's second, third, or their very last choice. Everything I see is filled with people with unshakable bonds and I can't relate and I fear I will never know what's it like. I shouldn't be so easy to replace or move on from. I just need someone

brb, going to do research on literally everything and anything for my twd fanfic I’ve wanted to write since I’ve first seen the show ages ago to make it as accurate as possible