I hope that this feeling of always being alone will fade. That I will know that I’m loved, wanted, and need. That I have people who will want to talk to me randomly. I don't want to be everyone's second, third, or their very last choice. Everything I see is filled with people with unshakable bonds and I can't relate and I fear I will never know what's it like. I shouldn't be so easy to replace or move on from. I just need someone