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today was my boyfriends birthday and he invited me to dinner with him, his mom, and his dad
          i see his dad all the time and i love him so much lol but tonight was the first time i met his mom, shit was so scary at first but she’s super sweet and i really love her, she seemed to like me as well
          
          very happy :) had a great night

ive overworked myself to the point that i feel very physically sick and unwell. this week will be very hectic and then the next few months will be very busy as well. i have one day off per week, if im lucky. :/
          im very happy with life rn, just so burnt out. but i truly do love all the activities im doing and could never dream of quitting. its just very tiring.

the words “i love you” will never get any less special. they will forever mean the world to me, no matter how many times he says it. 
          they’re just such a pretty set of words and they always make my stomach get butterflies

holy shit i have a boyfriend.

i just had my first kiss.

i got a shit ton of hot topic stuff, including clothes, jewelry, and a gift card
          
          I GOT AN ELECTRIC DRUMSET
          
          and a skateboard!!!! i’m so fucking happy bruh.

holy fucking shit that concert was unreal.
          first off, SHE PLAYED TWO EXTRA SONGS?!?!?
          she played yesterday by the Beatles
          and played "your power"
          HOWD I GET SO LUCKY??
          and then she proceeded to say "this is one of my favorite shows of the tour"
          
          also she cried after the third song (i think? i dont remember but it was somewhere in the beginning) but it got me all choked up and shit cause she was silent for like two minutes tryna hold it back before she could pick up the mic again and i felt so bad
          
          ALSO WHEN SHE BLASTED THE CONFETTI, I GOT A BUNCH OF IT AND I GOT NINE OF THE BLOSH CONFETTIS
          and billie teared up a few more times during the show :(
          
          BUT IT WAS SO COOL AND I HAD A LOT OF FUN
          also she made eye contact with me and i started levitating likre oohohohhh whens the wedding
          and she did talk a bit about the election too and told everyone that we're all safe with her

i know we were literally just texting lmao but i’m just here to say that i’m so so happy you had a good time and got to see billie tonight!!! im glad you were able to go and have better phone quality LMFAOO  i still remember you telling me that about the first time you went to see her 

I GOT MY CUSTOMIZED BILLIE EILISH CONVERSE OH MY GOD IM CRYING

green day puts on an unbelieveable show..
          
          so the first opening band, the linda lindas played.
          the drummer was fourteen? FOURTEEN!? PLAYING DRUMS ON STAGE WITH A BAND OPENING FOR GREEN DAY. wish that could be me. the oldest person in the band was only nineteen.
          then rancid played, my mom LOVES them. and they played ruby soho and time bomb which i sang to because i love those
          then smashing pumpkins played, they weren't really my thing but it was cool, they played for an hour
          
          holy shit then it was green day. holy fucking shit dude
          they flew an inflateable plane thing over the crowd and dropped little nuke shaped things with the word dookie on it. they only dropped like 10 so i wasn't able to get one but oh well.
          there was fireworks and lights and there was a bunch of fire and they played for like two and a half hours. AND THE LITTLE VIDEOS THEY HAD IN THE BACKGROUND!? they had multiple screens to show all band members at once and sometimes they put people in the crowd on screen. and the album covers were behind them too and it looked absolutely INSANE. like damn this is the actual best concert i will ever go to
          
          oh yeah and billie joe put on his red tie for a few songs and we were matching :) i sang (more like screamed) to every song and whew. im a little deaf now (holy fuck it was loud af) and my voice is gone but that was so worth it
          
          
          
          highly recommend if you ever get the chance. even if you dont listen to them, they put on an amazing show :)