@esmu112 thank you for checking in. Been a little rough, not gonna lie, I feel like my heart has been shattered and I only have two thirds of the pieces left. I work really hard being the best i can and support my two other boys in order to honor the memory of their big brother. He was so proud of me and I refuse to allow myself to fall completely apart. No matter how much it hurts I know he wouldn’t want that for me. I believe he’s still with me, just not in physical form. No matter how hard it is to keep going, I believe that I will meet him again one day…. Thanks again, your kind words were very comforting to me. I too send you love and light, always.