I’m a writer.I like to write random genres to satisfy my curiousity, it’s my hobby, it’s something I don’t get bored doing before..
I started writing when I was 12, that was 8 years ago. Ilang years akong nagsulat, una sa notebooks lang, then I published so many short stories on wattpad finished 2 whole ass book, started posting my stories on facebook (over 80+ stories), got so many praises and certificate of appreciations but as I grew parang nawala na ‘yong interest ko sa writing. I thought I’ll never get tired writing. I remember my everyday goal is to post atleast 2 short stories in one day pero biglang no stories sa day na ‘to, Writer’s block sa week na ‘to, I’m too tired sa following week and it keeps going hanggang sa maging month na. Now I realized na once na mag-skip ka, tamarin or tumigil ka ng kahit isang araw lang magpapatuloy na ‘yon. You’ll find an excuse like ‘bukas nalang’ or ‘I can do that on the next day' tapos makakalimutan muna or tatamarin ka na, doon mawawala ‘yong interest mo sa bagay na sinet mo as your goal. I really want to go back to my writing pace pero mahirap na. Ang hirap makabalik, dahil ‘yong mga ma-face kong struggles at na-encounter kong nakakatakot at nakakabang situations mararanasan ko ulit. I’m honestly scared, scared again, ang tapang ko no'n kase nalampasan ko lahat pero ngayon parang hindi ko na kaya. I’m coward and I freaking regret stopping.
