I think... when it's the new year I'm just gonna drop being on the internet or using tech for what I usually do for a month, cuz I'm in a sorta weird funk where I just can't bring my lazy ass to invest in making myself a better person, like working out, studying, and I'm kinda stuck at the beginning of the first chapter for my two chapter update on my story, so there's another reason. While realizing this and listening to a song after listening to something else before all that, I've found my goal in life, to me my impossible goal that can never end and even if it's probably not an impossible I will forever force myself to think it its so I have something to work towards, and that is to change who I am as a person. That goes from how I walk, how I talk, to how I think and am as a person.
