Bios_Lacrimosa

Okay, rereading the first chapter of the DOVA rewrite, and I'm making a few edits, cuz yeesh. I mean, it's nothing big. Just kinda smoothing out the kinks as a start to shaking off the rust. Once I finish with that, I'm gonna post the updated version, then start reading ALL of the plot I've written before I kinda speed run through the festival arc, then a little bit of the Hero Killer arc, then I'll go through everything and make adjustments before I get to FINALLY writing chapters. Basically two years of prepping, and hopefully, HOPEFULLY, I can keep my word and start stockpiling chapters before the end of the year. Even with all the procrastination and obstacles, I want, no, NEED to keep my word. Because otherwise I'd just be blowing a lot of hot air with plenty of empty promises. And I want to get better at writing, a LOT better. And the only way to get better is by doing it. Though... I'm going to admit... I'm not excited for the summer camp arc, or the rise of villains saga (Well, I kinda am, just uh... I'll shut up about it, otherwise, spoilers, sweety.) ... or the war saga... I have no fucking clue what to do for those, ESPECIALLY the war saga. Either way, I'm going to do my best to get back into shape then get to work on top of everything else I need to do. I fully intend on getting back on my fucking grindset.

Okay, been playing a bit of Pokemon champions, had a big brain strategy, but there was a slight problem sometimes... I've been using mega Hawlucha with Vanillux that has Sheer Cold, with the idea of one shoting everything I attack. Apparently... I've been doing it wrong... like in the sense of doing a math problem wrong but getting the answer right... I didn't realize the effects of No Guard don't apply to your partner pokemon unless you use Entrainment on them... so for the past few days... I've been doing the strat wrong, yet only missed Sheer Cold about... 4 times, out of all the times I've been able to use it... da fuq?

Guess what bitches!? I'M FUCKING BACK!! I FOUND WEBSITES FOR BOTH MHA AND MHA VIGILANTES!!! LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! As soon as I get ahead of my school work I'm IMMEDIATELY getting back into writing. I was about to say that I feel like I have written all year, and my last confirmed time that I wrote was when I uploaded that one chapter. So yeah, I'm going to like... give myself a week to crunch down on my school work before I go through my plot for vigilantes, then get to stocking up chapters. I'm still going to prioritize my school work and life, but now I'm definitely getting back into writing. This month really is just me getting back on my grind.

I have fallen ill... and college JUST fucking started yesterday. WTH?!?! And here I was, with a little bit of swag, already busting it down sexual style with the new schedule, goated with the sauce.

Okay, because my sister is being a pain in the ass about it... my sister writes on ao3, and lately her stories are getting flagged because they are apparently 'promoting financial situations' when they are just saying they are commissions. Now she's going on about how there's people saying it's people from Wattpad going over to ao3 and reporting stuff, going on about how Wattpad is shutting down. I looked it up, it's not shutting down. Do any of you know about this so I can get my sister to shut up. Because yes, I get it, it's annoying that a story would be flagged and reported because of one small thing that's a technicality, but this is getting ridiculous with how much she's going on and on about it, and won't shut up.

I have just realized... where I Iive... I can't see any star accept the north star. And I don't even live in that big of a town, so I can't imagine where places like NYC looks like. And, that brings a thought. There are kids, currently being born in this world. A world where, even towns where I live, you can't see any stars accept the north star. Kids are being born into a world, and are unlikely to see the stars accept for photos or if they travel far away. I can't tell if it's from the air pollution, or from the light pollution, likely both, but both NEED to stop. Because if it's gotten to this point... I'm starting to see the world starting to become something similar to the earth world in the Overlord anime. And it's like... something needs to be done about this. I... I want to do something about it, but I don't know where to start. Hell, I'm just a nobody who's barely keeping his head above the water, I'm not even sure I'd be able to help.
          
          I just... I miss the stars... so so much. And my preferred death, would be to die in space... so I can look at the stars and feel free. But I know that chances of that happening are slim to none. So more likely than anything, I'm going to die down here on earth... and I can't even see the stars... I fear I may not even be able to see the north star by the time I die, and I fear even more for those who yet exist in our world, that may never be able to see the stars and wonder "What's up there?"

Try to imagine a life without timekeeping. You probably can't. You know the month, the year, the day of the week. There is a clock on your wall or the dashboard of your car. You have a schedule, a calendar, a time for dinner or a movie. Yet all around you time keeping is ignored. Birds are not late. A dog does not check it's watch. Deer do not fret over passing birthdays. 
          Man alone measures time. 
          Man alone chimes the hour. 
          And, because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creatures endures. 
          
          A fear of time running out.

Tyyyyy for adding my book

Dude, do you know a Wednesday fanfic where Y/n is a hyde but he didn't know? Its where Y/n died in the first book and the second one he comes back to life(i think?)
          
          I know you've been everywhere so maybe you've stumbled upon it... 
          
          Thank you in advance

I just learned how extreme the HTTYD books go. Hiccup straights up becomes slave for one of the books, and there's some hardass lines. I haven't read any yet, but I'm planning to now.