may

Hope you're doing alright. Take care of yourself:)

im a terrible person

everything is too loud

The absence of expectation. The comfort of nothing.

it makes me sad

why so hateful

People throw insults. Useless, unnecessary and hurtful insults about people. Then others come to defend by also throwing insults. Digging up every single mistake or fault possible even if it lays in the past. This becomes a back and forth of anger and throwing around rude words to feel a sense of victory. In the end it was all pointless and immature. Nothing unkind should have left their minds.

I need pills please just anything to numb my feelings

potato

being conscious is hell