Bipchino

Bro I speak too much I need to stfu

Bipchino

no one even cares about what I want to say anyway, I add unnecessary details and context when no one asks for it. everything i say is annoying and not needed.
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Bipchino

I'm so bad at communicating that it's eating me inside out. I literally sound like an awkward freak whenever I try to put my thoughts into words it's humiliating. I hyper-focus on how terrible and sloppy my voice sounds, especially because of my lisp and I'm bad at multitasking so it ruins my previous planned sentence and makes me stutter WHICH makes me sound restarted. Plus depending on the person I'm speaking to, I have to shift my tone, humor, and slang ITS SO CONFUSING AND OVERWHELMING.

Bipchino

I just want to be small and frail. I want my friends to hug me and feel like I'll crumble if they apply too much pressure. I want them to feel my bones and feel fear. I want to feel comfortable, without feeling all the fat on my body overfilling all my senses. I feel so ashamed in public and judged.

Bipchino

idk why people don't like vomiting, I actually think it's pretty fun. Just the feeling of the food coming back up and forcing your eyes shut is so relieving. The way it makes my heart beat faster and my stomach feels empty again is so cool.

Bipchino

I'm sad guys

staa_here_iam

@Bipchino Okie! (⁠づ⁠。⁠◕⁠‿⁠‿⁠◕⁠。⁠)⁠づ
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Bipchino

@staa_here_iam yes pls ⊂(・﹏・⊂)
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