Bipchino
IM FINALLY NOT SINGLE ANYMORE FUCKERS YIPPPEEEE!! I HAVE THE BEST GIRLFRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!
Bipchino
Bipchino
idk why people don't like vomiting, I actually think it's pretty fun. Just the feeling of the food coming back up and forcing your eyes shut is so relieving. The way it makes my heart beat faster and my stomach feels empty again is so cool.
Bipchino
I'm so tired bro I'm so sad and tired
Bipchino
this message may be offensive
god. whoever keeps reporting me genuinely fuck off and unfollow me.
Bipchino
I'm sad guys
Bipchino
It's hard to explain but I just want a being. a presence, an invisible entity that I can sense and see but not quite so at the same time. I want to be held in their arms for a long long long time. Letting out all of my breath, every single thought, every worry. Venting out all of my life, my concerns, my opinions, me. I just know I need it. I want them to be nothing. Nothing to me. My enemy, my partner, my parents, my neighbor. I want the being to brutally murder me, and give me life again. I want them to tear away all my senses but then grant them back. I want them to make me vomit up every fluid in my body. I want them to take out my brain and give it a thorough bath. A delicate one, with all the care in the whole. Just blissful intimacy. A fresh new start. A deep breath, with a flower planted in my lungs and smiley cheeks.
staa_here_iam
@Bipchino I mean I have nothing more to say. But if you're ever feeling bad,feel free to talk to me. I'll always be there :]
Bipchino
@staa_here_iam NO NO ITS OKAY, thank you I think that sounds accurate tbh- but yeah you read me pretty well :) I also think it has smth to do with underlying trauma but im too lazy to read into it
Bipchino
It's quite odd to think. Everyone we meet. Every single other soul that you interact with daily is living their own life. A very different but oh so similar route of challenges, experiences, and gosh so many more things. There's depth in everyone. Everyone is struggling in their own way, has struggled, or will eventually. It's crazy how a slight interaction can be so significant but could also be useless. Could change the route of someones entire life, or just slightly shift the future. It's silly, really. We're in a world of coincidences and heavy diversity.
Bipchino
people just don't get it, stray kids is my life. I love them the most in this world legitimately.
Bipchino
I can't believe I have a Valentine that I don't even like romantically-
Bipchino
guys is it bad that I really want to be abused in every way? like it's super weird..I just want someone to use me and break me down- idek why..
Bipchino
@staa_here_iam Also I want to thank you for ur message but for some reason I can't see my post and I still have the notification of ur reply. They most likely took it down because I got ANOTHER message. But really, thank you so much ur so sweet <3 :)