I'm so bad at communicating that it's eating me inside out. I literally sound like an awkward freak whenever I try to put my thoughts into words it's humiliating. I hyper-focus on how terrible and sloppy my voice sounds, especially because of my lisp and I'm bad at multitasking so it ruins my previous planned sentence and makes me stutter WHICH makes me sound restarted. Plus depending on the person I'm speaking to, I have to shift my tone, humor, and slang ITS SO CONFUSING AND OVERWHELMING.