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i made my boyfriend laugh because of a quote i made "flexilbe wife, good sex life"
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my boyfriend has alot of friends and is a introvert, but i am not in school rn and so i lost contact with most my friends and so the fe i have are all asleep or never respond hey mostly call, and so since my BF was gaming with his friends i got sad cause i relized i had no friends and was all alone agan and thats my worst fear so yeah...my worst fear is real
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my crush is catholic and i just made the isnt forgive me father for i have sined the same assorry daddy ive been naughty.... he is disspointed i can feel it
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im once again grouned because im gay, im using a old computer i hide because this happens alot, ive had to stop my friend from calling cps, and i was just dumped on my anniversery...how was you day
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@Zoe2338 thanks I just feel like shit 247, and cant talk to basically anyone so yeah
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Today I'm probly gonna be a air head seeking attention but its fine cause its my birthday so that means I'm the most important right now and I deserve attention cause I'm attention starved
SpiderBlossom
@Biploarcandycane Happy birthday!! I wish you and amazing birthday and all your birthday wishes come true!
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I'm getting ungrounded so more books to come... probably
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Psychological abuse is real, I am psychology abused by my mom, she takes things I care about as leverage, she took everything from me, I only have this small tiny phone I have hidden cause this happens alot, she has had my stuff for over 2 months, it's only a few days from my bday, I bought all of my stuff from money from my jobs I get during the summer and she still takes them, she let me use my phone for music today, but said she can see everything I do from it and it's my only way to contact my close friends, I stood there in the same spot scrubbing every dish in the house for 4 1/2 hours and I had to give my phone back because even though she just asked me to do all the dishes, the whole kitchen wasn't clean, a few days ago she said I get it back if I folded all the cloths, so I did, but the living room wasn't completely clean so I couldn't have it, well it's a nice birthday huh I literally turning 14 in 6 days but no I can't have what I bought cause I'm not being her slave if I have it, and she lays on her bed all day watching TV on her iPad, and she calls off work faking sick or hurt alot and she makes me clean and doesn't want me to do my school work cause cleaning is more important and if I don't get strait A's and am all caught up she yells at me, if I don't clean enough, she yells at me and I hate it here, she took away my only way to contact my crush and best friends, I HATE her, she outted me and makes me be her maid and takes anything I love
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@Biploarcandycane I'm late but I'm sorry this happened to you. Me and my mom have always had a strained relationship. I thought it would get better because a few days ago she told me I could tell her if anything she does makes me uncomfy or upset and I believed that she was really open to talking with me. My mom likes to call me degrading names a lot and it always makes me feel sad so I explained that to her and asked if she would stop but instead of talking like i thought she would she yelled at me. She said that what she called me was just the plain truth and I deserve it for how I act. I went to my room and cried to my friend on the phone for like 30 minutes. I felt really stupid for even trying to be honest when I know its never worked in the past. But I'm not the only one she does this to. She does it to my dad and when his parents died and he was upset she started talking shit about them. A few days later I heard my dad saying he wanted to kill himself which also made me cry. I talked to him to make him feel better and he said he was gonna try and get his own place so I could live with him but we're so short on money that I don't see that happening. Sorry for the long drawn out paragraph but I kinda needed to vent. Anyway I hope your situation has gotten a little better and happy belated birthday!
SpiderBlossom
@Biploarcandycane I'm sorry honey. You shouldn't be dealing with a situation like this. It's unfair that you too you. I suggest if you can try bringing this up to a close relative or a friends parent. Maybe make arrangements to stay with someone else. I know that's easier said then done but, small steps. Happy early birthday and I really hope it's an amazing birthday. I send hugs! (People always tell me I'm wierd for giving hugs when ever someone is upset so, if you think so that's totally fine lol) My messages are always open if you ever need someone to talk to no matter the problem because I'd it's bothering you then it's worth sharing.
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And my hands and feet and back hurt from hand scrubbing cause the dishwasher broke it feels like blazing hot needles all on the sole of my feet and joints of my had and center of my back, she does this so much, I was an idiot to think I could have my stuff back, I just had hope since it's my birthday that she would, but no it's all about her and if I don't agree she yells
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Oh BTW I didn't mention this but I have a full note book worth of ideas for fanfiction so if you need any or are at writers block and need help I can give out my Instagram and you just can dm me, I can do ideas for smut/lemons, fluff, omegaverse, mpreg, x reader,oneshots, ect. I like em all and can give ideas, and it can be from BNHA, AOT, Yuri On Ice, assassination classroom, sander sides, and some other ones but I'll give my insta out to public if you need any ideas or if you have writers block, I've also read so much fanfic I can recommend some I know no one will probably see this, no one every replies to mine
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Copy and paste it to the search beer on insta you should see a redhead and if you see my todoroki cosplay and pics of a lake then that's it
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So like what is your reason that you write (if you do) because for me I not only can share the weird stuff in my head but I ran out of fanfics from the fandoms I'm in (I think after watching the anime I get real excited just cause I have more fan fic) and I can have more fics to feed my addiction also if you have any recommendations tell me please, I have trouble finding ones that suit what I look for my small omegas one I always can read bi others I read at certain times like am I in the mood for mpreg or Smit or omegaverse
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I've been using this tiny phone and it doesn't let me read any days and won't let me write, but me and a friend may partner up soon for some books, when I'm ungrounded, my mom let's me use this phone for music for when I'm doing school work, but I'm hopeful that im getting ungrounded soon and when I do it'll be a few days of planning out books with a friend and getting my devices cleared up, cause I got in trouble for my text on messenger, I'm gonna clean my device up but wattpad is staying and I promise if you text me and I haven't said anything I'm sorry this phone won't let me I hope I'll get my stuff and can update soon, have a good day girls guys and non binary frys, you to my gender fluid children