BipolarVehement

Hi

Alright, so… yes, I’m alive. 
          OKAY BUT GOOD NEWS. 
          I’m writing a ✨fruitful✨ story with Chrollo and I’m super tempted to turn it into a lemon. 
          Not to spoil but do you guys prefer your yandere beastly or romantic? Or not smutty at all? You pick!

Hello

Should my next post (nen book) be a lemon or a regular story? 

Thinking about specialist nen artist (serial killer) who draws the most vile, disturbing and disgusting monsters on a sheet of paper or canvas and expose it on a wall, write their victim’s name with their own blood with a bloody shape (star for the head, heart for the torso, etc etc), and then cut their hand and leave a bloody hand trail with nen to seal it. 
          
          Then, when their victim walk into the room, as expected by the cunning artist, the drawings get bigger and bigger until it is the size of a door. The monsters come out, take a horrifyingly large or high shape and repeat the name written on the wall like a mantra as they walks towards the person’s specified shape (again, goes for the heart, the head, the hands, the legs) that was drawn next to their bloody names to dismember and eat those parts. The person will never escape them, they are too fast, too strong.
          
          Be it a threat or a disgusting death, the artist sure hopes their point got across❤️
          
          
          (I’m sane, I swear. [no])

I’m trying so hard to write, I must have a hundred stories in the waiting but they never feel enough and I want them to be their very best to please people who read it… and I won’t agree with anything less for myself either! 
          
          I hope you’re gonna wait for me, I’m definitely going to get there. I just need energy (that’s a lot to ask from my burnout lol). 
          
          Anyways, if you have suggestions, I BEG YOU to please give them to me 
          
          Thank you :). Have a pleasant day or night

Welcome back

To whomever sees this, if someone you have a crush on stared at you intently for a long period of time, what would you say to them? (Kind/romantic response to the stare)

Has anyone else ever thought to themselves beautiful poems about life only to later on realize that it was nothing but a depressive saudade or melancholy? 
          
          When expectations fall upon you, it’s easy to refuge into classical music and believe it is meant to appreciate life in a pure way, but once you think about it, you’re too far gone into your sadness to decipher whether this music is reflection your behaviour unknowingly. 
          
          You tell yourself it is as shallow as appreciating art but secretly it creeps itself to your heart and envelop it with it’s own sympathy.
          
          Damn music for being so comprehensive.

Dearests~ 
          I just published a new part in my hxh book♥️
          Please, do read it and leave a comment! Anything helps!♦️