#havinganidentitycrisis bc i randomly associated why I hate when my brain does things with ocd and now literally everything ive been doing for years im just now realizing that it coukd be linked to that....
And like, ive known what ocd is for a long time bc it bothered me when people are just like "omg im so ocd look at how organized I have to be" bc that was basically ignoring the fact that its a real disorder that actually affects people...and now when i associate it to myself I feel odd. Anyway rant over It's just at lot of complex emotions and idk what to do rn T.T
Omfg im sooo stressed with school this month has NOT been sigma T.T (like actually though why do I have 4 projects due next week and ive barely started most of them)
I <3 my friends but like i wish i had soneone who was as obsessed with stolitz as i am bc i cant keep hoarding all this fanart. None of my friends even watch HB T.T