@AmethystUniverse1 I pretty sure that there are more fascinating things to you because you’ve already matured while I’m still a baby, I don’t really know you personally but you could be a great person so don’t be too hard on yourself. Be happy and motivated to learn new things, like an instrument or a language that can be your new thing. Also I don’t mind recommending books to each other but please bare with me since I don’t have a lot of books to recommend, but I’ll be helpful once in a while. Lastly, my preferred pronouns are also she/her.