Helen

hey so this is my friend's account and they wanted to let you know that this account is not going to be used anymore. (she forgot the password)… anyway... 
          
          they said: have a good day and im sorry

I logged on and I had
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          69
          
           Notifications

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
          
          So... I have not cut in a few weeks (But I really need to... but my mom found out and randomly checks my arms and legs and stomach)
          But then we just moved this weekend and my dad gave me my pencil sharpener(the one you hold.. not electric) 
          But it was the one I used to cut!!!! 
          So now I am freaking out and TRYING to ignore it. 
          But if I tell my mom that I can’t be near that pencil sharpener because... you know... she will make me go to a therapist or something 
          (And talking to a stranger about having anxiety and depression will make me even more stressed!)
          
          And the one thing that is bugging me is that I can’t focus on anything else but trying to ignore the sharpener ... and I want to enjoy my birthday... but I can’t !!
          ☹️
          Don’t ask about the emojis

❤Beautiful person award ❤
          
          You're a fantastic person and I absolutely adore you! :)) You're doing amazing sweetie!! 
          
          ( Post this on your 8 favourite follower's accounts ;D )

Thank you so so much for following. It really does mean a lot! Welcome to the Baby Carrots! (My name for all my followers/people that I like) Also, I love your profile :)
          
          I hope your day is as amazing as you are!
          -Ava❤️

Don’t take this as disrespectful in any way, but what does demigirl mean? Is it identifying as partly a girl?

Well fuck me gently with a chainsaw 
          I’m at 100!
          Thanks to @_imma-lonely-boi_
          If I didn’t already I’m adding you to my second accounts bio
          
          Thank you all❤️

Holy shit
          1 till 100
          Damn 
          Thanks fam

Hello! Thanks for follow me! Baby ✨❤️ ü

OH MY GOD (even though I don’t have a religion) 
          I LOOK ONLINE (obviously) AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE HAS A CONCERT IN OCTOBER AT THE  DENVER PEPSI CENTER (I live in Colorado) (assuming it doesn’t get cancelled... thank you corona virus ) 
          SO MAYBE I COULD CONVINCE MY PARENTS TO LET ME GO !!!!!!!