@Bisexual_mistake123 Hey, this is going to sound really stupid and cliche, but I believe in you. I understand what you’re going through, I would recommend you try to take some deep breaths and get something small, like a rock or a ring maybe, to ground you. I’m really not an expert, these are just things that have helped me in the past. And try your best to remember that you’ve done all you can to prepare for it, and nothing that could happen next is a sentence of certain doom. I hope this helped a little, and I believe in you!