memexis

missing you every day 
          - AJ

this is AJ aka @vosmos and i just logged in on alexis' account just to check in. oh god i miss her 

RIP babe, love you 

RIP Alexis, miss you x

R.I.P Alex ❤️

Hello everyone, Im Alex' girlfriend. Alex will not be on anymore (no more updating her books, or reading any stories) bc of very serious reasons, and thats what Im about to tell you. Alex committed suicide on December 17th. Her family found her in critical condition, just like what happened to Daniel Krye. Alex passed away that very day, with her family NOT by her side, which breaks me. I was there when she died in my arms. I was the one who heard the dreadful sound of her heart rate failing. 
          Im sorry for telling you all so late, I really am.
          I hope you all understand.
          Before I go, I would just like to say: Please dont be dicks to anyone. Alex passed away thinking dicks on the Internet and irl were right about the fact that she was 'worthless'. Be kind towards anyone, even if they be a dick to you. Maybe theyre being abused at home? Maybe they have a family member dying, and their stressed out about it. Anyway, please, try at least to be kind to strangers, classmates, etc. 
          

oh my glob that profile pic is hilarious

i love you

hello! im sorry i havent been on, but i have a reason, followed by bad news.
          
          reason: a very very close friend of mine committed suicide a few days ago, which has hit me really hard. natalie is supporting me, helping me and all, but shes in canada right now whilst i am visitng London, first time out the country :/ which makes it hard for us to communicate.
          
          bad news: I'm taking a break from this account. I'm going through so much shït right now, i don't have the time to handle anything. like i just don't feel right anymore. i haven't felt right for years, but the feeling is stronger than before. i also feel like I'm loosing who i am. who i stand for. my depression has also gotten worse, and tbh, ive turned back to it again. if ye know what i mean. i just feel so lost, alone, scared, and angry. all these feelings are just building up inside me, making me wish i could just let go. but i dont. thats what depression does, for most. i just dont have the inspiration to do anything. i just want to end my life and get over with everything. im sorry. im sorry for ranting about my problems here, i just cant do it anymore. im not ending my life although in case your wondering. yet. im just taking a break from everything which means, no more jokes from me, no more updating (as if i even updated any of my stories pfft), and no more... alex.
          
          im sorry.
          
          goodbye
          
          -alexis

I love your comment about the homophobic peeps xD made me laugh