BishopAM

I've put it in the Author's Note for Failed Perimeter Escape but in case anyone is interested, here's a list of the chapters I've edited/added to: 
          	-Chapter 3
          	
          	-Chapter 14
          	
          	-Chapter 21
          	
          	-Chapter 23
          	
          	-Chapter 30
          	
          	-Chapter 31

FaintOfLight

Hi my friend!!!
          
          It’s been about a year now since I started following you and your stories, and I just wanted to share a few things with you.
          I remember discovering TØP back in 2024 when the Clancy album came out, and I instantly fell in love with their story, songs, and the Christian context. I’ll always remember a hot summer night in 2025 when I was searching for a story about the lore. That’s how I found Failed Perimeter Escapee. It was the first story I had read on Wattpad in a long time. I was still struggling with my English back then (it’s still a bit the case but anyway), taking a lot of time on just one chapter, but I deeply appreciated following your updates and talking with you about it. It’s a beautiful moment I’ll never forget.
          Later, I saw you had written a story about Tyler. I was a bit nervous at first because I was struggling with OCD too, but I was so obsessed with your writing style that I decided to read it anyway. It was the best decision ever! I am eternally grateful to you for giving me hope again, because I feel so deeply connected to the character.
          
          Anyway, I just want to thank you again. I've had such a wonderful time discovering your universe and talking to you. I will always support you and I wish you all the best!
          Fun fact: I remember when you shared that you met Tyler Shapard, and I told you I hoped to see TØP live one day... well, my dream is finally coming true next week! I'm actually going to see them live! Haha, okay, I'm talking way too much, sorry.
          
          I will always pray for you. You’re amazing and you deserve the absolute best. Take care of yourself! I just really wanted to share all of this with you. :D

FaintOfLight

Awww honestly, you’re making me tear up. Reading your words here is like listening to Leave The City from the 4minute mark to the end, such a warm feeling, and a deep pride, like thanking life for letting me keep going just to discover people like you. It really touched me that sometimes you keep going because you know i will be here. That’s not strange at all! I mean, if it is, I’m proud to be strange too. Yeah, that’s right, we don’t know each other in real life, but I consider you a friend too. I know that’s probably the thing I say the most to you, sorry, but thank you.
            Yeah, I know July 5th, when I will see them, will be a memorable day! 
            Sorry if I’m being too emotional, or if my messages always come off as too soft, cute and kind but I just feel the need to express it haha. This is it, you created places and characters that feel like home, like TØP, and it means the world. :)
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BishopAM

OMG!!!! I can’t believe it’s been a fully year since then. 
            
            I remember early on showing my fiancé some of your comments and how excited I was about someone connecting so strongly to what I had written. Sometimes I’d even just read out your comments while he cooked dinner for us and we’d talk about how we’d think you’d react to the upcoming chapter. It’s weird to think that we’ve never met, but I really do consider you a friend at this point. Strange, I know. I cannot tell you the amount of times I’ve pushed on because I knew, even if no one else read it, I wanted to at least put something out because I knew you would. That’s such a comfort when sharing your art, knowing at least one person sees it and cares about. Not just for an ego boost or for praise, but because it always makes me feel connected to you. 
            
            I’m so excited to hear you’re going to get to see them live. Obviously this band means the world to us, but seeing one of their shows is a fully different experience. I cannot overstate how much of a euphoric high you gain from it, that intense feeling of connection with everyone in the crowd and with the boys themselves. Furthermore, it’s made all the sweeter because my experience with other clikkies has always been deeply warm and kind. Everyone is so nice and so friendly. I truly hope you have the time of your life!!! 
            
            Thank you fren!!! I will keep you in my prayers as well, and do my best to write and create worlds and characters that feels like home for us. 
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BishopAM

I've put it in the Author's Note for Failed Perimeter Escape but in case anyone is interested, here's a list of the chapters I've edited/added to: 
          -Chapter 3
          
          -Chapter 14
          
          -Chapter 21
          
          -Chapter 23
          
          -Chapter 30
          
          -Chapter 31

FaintOfLight

Heyy by the way, a question just popped into my head haha, why did you name Nor 'Lenore'? I mean, is there a specific reason behind it? 
          
          (Excuse me if I'm being too curious, and also for writing way too much.)

BishopAM

@FaintOfLight USUALLY IT WOULD BE BUT NOT THIS TIME!!!!! 
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FaintOfLight

@BishopAM No way!!! It’s INSANE!!! The coincidence is just crazy! It’s as if everything was written from the beginning!!
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BishopAM

@FaintOfLight ALSO, fun fact I just learned because I was looking up things related to the name "Lenore," it comes from the root words meaning LIGHT or... and here's where it's exciting.... TORCH!!!
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FaintOfLight

Hi my friend! 
          
          I wanted to check in and see how you’re doing. I remember you mentioning you were waiting for your thyroid bloodwork results, and I just wanted to send some love and hope everything is okay. No need to rush to reply, I'm just thinking about you and praying that you’re alright. 
          
          Take good care of yourself! :D

BishopAM

@FaintOfLight I truly hope the same for you as well, that you're doing well and pushing through. It feels a lot like healing right now, which is exhausting and exciting all at once, and I pray you're finding your same path with that also. 
            I'll keep you updated, and I'll keep working on writing because my love for it is still very much there. 
            Love you fren!
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FaintOfLight

I understand, and I’m so relieved that your thyroid is okay! I think it’s amazing that you work with neurodivergent children, you must really enjoy working with them!! Please don't rush at all with the chapters, I completely understand that your mental health is making it impossible right now. All my own problems have started resurfacing too, so I can totally sympathize with you!
            I’m glad you want to go see someone instead of just staying on medication, and I really hope you find the right person!! I'm also so happy you're having a good time with your friends!! Please know that you don’t need to worry about the chapters. I say it now and I’ll always say it: take care of yourself, that’s what matters most. Just knowing that you're doing okay, or that you're keeping your head up despite life's challenges, is amazing!! 
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BishopAM

@FaintOfLight 
            Otherwise, the inconsistency with my posting has mostly just been mental health related and also being super busy. 
            I’m planning on going back to school and I’m planning on working with neurodivergent kids, since I currently work with kids and I always end up being the person to work directly with our neurodivergent kids. Also, I’ve been looking for a therapist that specializes in OCD, ADHD, and trauma, which has been a trip. I just don’t want to have to get on more medications if I’m being honest. And lastly, I’ve just been spending more time with friends, which has kept my schedule super packed recently since my birthday just passed. It’s definitely a blessing, but it doesn’t leave me as much time to write anymore. Sorry about that. 
            
            I appreciate you checking in and I’ll definitely write whenever I can, I just don’t know when that’ll be!! 
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BishopAM

Sadly no new chapter for Ghost of a girl this month. I got a little to into writing FPE and figuring out some story stuff for it. 
          
          I have stuff written, I just forgot that there's meant to be another flashback chapter in-between. Maybe I'll post it on the 1st, y'know, since Tyler's birthday is on the first. I'll try and get it done for then, but lots of new stuff coming out.

BishopAM

@Lunar_Bandito92 If you want to vent about it, I'm always here to talk.
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Lunar_Bandito92

@BishopAM I hope so, too  I'm so tired of feeling like garbage
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BishopAM

So, in a crazy example of life imitating art, I just got diagnosed with OCD... 
          I really didn't intend to end up being more like Emerson, but here we are. 
          
          Now I'm just waiting on some bloodwork to find out if my thyroid is working properly and find out if I'm anemic as well.

BishopAM

@FaintOfLight No! Don't apologize! Life gets in the way, I of course missed you during that time but I figured you must've been busy and was mainly just praying you were okay. 
            
            Turns out my thyroid is fine, I am anemic but that's not surprising, but the OCD was the big shock. I asked for an assessment but I truly thought I had just convinced myself. I was diagnosed with ADHD ages ago, so I know the process I'm going to go through pretty well, but yea... It's been crazy.
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FaintOfLight

Ohhh, this is crazy!! I also have OCD, so I understand what you're going through. I hope your thyroid is doing well and that everything is going okay! I’m terribly sorry for not being around lately, for not replying to or seeing the messages on your board, and for not having read the post on your other profile yet :( 
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BishopAM

Decided not to wallow in my grief forever and try and host a PowerPoint Party with some friends. 
          
          Obviously, I choose the topic of Twenty One Pilots lore, but now I don't know how I'm going to try and fit it all into one presentation.

BishopAM

@FaintOfLight It's this Saturday so fingers crossed it goes well. OH! I wanna hear about that oral exam, that sounds so cool. 
            
            I'm hoping to finish my presentation tonight, but who knows.
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FaintOfLight

I’m so glad to hear that!! I was so worried about you, and hearing that you’re trying to get better makes me feel a bit more at ease. And I totally get it, explaining the Twenty One Pilots lore is so hard! I actually decided to talk about it for an oral exam once… it was so tough because as a fan, you know everything, but it’s so easy to get sidetracked when you're explaining it to someone who doesn't know it, haha. But I’m sure you did great!
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FaintOfLight

Hiii Girl!! I noticed you changed your username, love it!! :D

BishopAM

@FaintOfLight It's not like I've written anything new for it in particular. 
            I just had these other stories or more personal pieces written and sitting on this account, and it honestly never felt right to post them here.
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FaintOfLight

Yeah, I saw it, so I immediately subscribed :)
            I can’t wait to discover your more personal writing. Honestly, you have the ability to use words in such a magical way, so I’ll always support whatever you choose to share with us!! Go girl ;)
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BishopAM

@FaintOfLight Yea, I actually made a second account for my more personal writing. It's now MelancholicAM and this one is Bishop.
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