Bitchyblood

Hello everyone, the one shots have been removed by wattpad. And I'm afraid I did not have them anywhere else except for the main drafts in wattpad. Additionally, I have been the lowest in two years and I wish nothing more than to just, well. I have been on a hiatus for a long time, didn't even wish you all a happy new year, things have not been great. Well, when are they great. I'll be stepping out of my teens this year, I want to be a teen forever but time waits for no one. I still hope I see the light at the end of the tunnel in august. I hope this month ends as soon as possible. My health has been deteriorating and I feel like I am being punished by the gods. I hope that one day when I am enough for myself, feel at peace and contended with my life, I will be able to come back again and do something for all of you. If you all wish for the same that is. I am grateful for all the responses I recieved on the book. I honestly logged in after so long, hoping to seek comfort in wattpad only to see they removed my book. Alas! I hope I create more. I hope you create more. I wish for all of you to be happy and healthy. Be more in sunshine. Be in nature. I seriously, truly, love you guys, even if we haven't spoken personally. I love all of you. Thank you for reading. Mwah.

HI! 
          how are you doing? 
          I hope you are doing fine 
          well I am sorry I couldn't post any messages I had my exams going on and today was my English, it went surprisingly well, 
          
          and that is my update of me, of today 
          I love you 
          please stay hydrated 
          stay healthy 
          eat well 
          bye I love you 

How you doing? 

Happy birthday to my stays *big hug*

To anyone who wants to connect with me, I'll be dropping my ig account because I don't use anything else other than that and it's so painful that Wattpad took the messaging feature *heartbreak*
          Ig: gnab.nahc.97

Hey, I know things feel really heavy right now, and I’m so sorry you’re carrying all of this. But please believe me when I say that the world is better with you in it — and so is my world. I see you, I care about you, and I’m not going anywhere. You don’t have to face these thoughts alone, okay? I’m here to listen whenever you need, no matter the time or day. I know your mind is telling you that you don’t deserve to be here, but that’s not the truth. You deserve love, peace, and support, even when you can’t feel it yet — and I’ll remind you of that as many times as you need.
          this is for my lovely favorite author, idk whts going on but after reading your convos it seems like your stressed
          hope this helps ☺️ 
          

How great would it be to rest forever in the middle of a green field with light warm breeze and a clear sky! Oh how I wish to decay in nature with no thoughts and pure content. 

Hey, sorry for stalking you and shit but i was looking through your convos and you seem like you're going through a lot rn. i feel you very deeply. since may or april i think ive been growing really distant from life and stopped talking to anyone after an incident. these past few weeks i havent really talked to anyone or left my room. so yea im stuck in solitary confinement. anyway, ENOUGH ABT ME! I just wanted to make sure you're doing okay. and if you need to talk, my social media accs are usually miinhodinosaurr but im more likely to be active on discord insta and tiktok. please make sure to take care of yourself and have a good day okay? i know that ive never met you in my entire life but you mean a lot rn bc your stories are helping me be able to actively be in connection with reality. so tysm for writing your stories and jst being you in general c:

This hurts so fucking much.

I think it's better if we don't talk. I lowkey hated when my wife contacted. Maybe it's better if I don't call her my wife.