Hey guys... I'm really sorry I haven't uploaded another chapter of "FPJBWM?" but I'v been dealing with a huge life crisis that i wasn't sure how to handle, and am still not really sure. So if you care to listen-
Just this past week, after 17 years of living - iv been told that my 'dad' isn't really my biological father. To make matters worse, its not just another guy, but a random SPERM DONER from Oklahoma. I'll never know who he is-or was. And iv been lied to for 17 years of my life... it should matter much bc he IS still my dad, and I'm not gonna shut them out of my life... but I think what bothers me the most is that my mother just kind of spilled this out to me, and begged me not to tell my 'dad' that i know, because it would crush him if he knew that i knew. SCREW MY FEELINGS RIGHT? apparently only a fewww people in my huge family even know about it, and I'm not supposed to tell anyone else. I'v taken my anger out on my mom, and my grades. I really wish i could feel okay, but i don't. I really feel bad about not uploading, so thats what I'm gonna do tonight, i just really hope my emotions dont effect my story line. -Thanks to those of you who read up to this point. Comment if you wish.