I hate it.
I'm not wearing the clothes I like, I'm wearing what everyone wears, just so no one notices me. I hate being noticed. It's like, I have my people and I fuckjng love them, so I don't need to be noticed. I feel like I'm a shadow of my friends or even a shadow of myself.
So I'll change. I'm gonna change my style to what I like, I'm gonna wear the make-up I always wanted to wear, and I'll stop caring about how I might look to others. I'm gonna change my room. I don't need that sweet idea room. I need the mess of a downtown vibe. I don't need all of that clean stuff.
So, because I'm sick of living a lie, to pretend I'm someone I'm not, I'll finally be who I really am. To everyone.