I became what I used hate when I was with you.
 

I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose
than to have never lain beside at all!
 

Picking up the pieces of a life you’ve b r o k e n
Stitching it together with the seams wide open
 

I couldn’t fake it; we wouldn’t make it.
I couldn’t give enough to keep you.
 

You can’t break away what you cannot change.
 

There’s an emptiness inside her

 && she’ll do anything to fill it in
 

&& now I have come to realize
 that you are the one who’s left behind.
 

If this is what he wants, and it’s what she wants,
then why is there so much pain?
 


 

All I know are apologies; do you feel the shame?
 

I hurt myself just so I can feel alive.
 

We may die from medication, but at least we killed all the pain.
 

Diamonds in her eyes and a knife through her back.
 


 

Just live and breathe && try not to die again.
 

I will not forget what you’ve done for me.
Shed not a tear; I’ll be with you endlessly.
 

How I wish I could say what you w a n t to hear;
 

An empty promise fills my veins with lies.
 

Be still my tongue, for I know not what to say;

 My life is lived in darkness, and here I will remain.
 

Your lies consume me; with every breath I’m burning.

 Oh, how I believed the t r u t h was in your eyes.
 

It used to be the reason I breathed, but now its choking me up.
 

I’ve got nothing that I hide except for what’s inside;

 I keep it all locked up, in this prison we call love. I’m suffocating.
 

Maybe if my heart stops beating, it won’t hurt this much.
 

I still cant shake that feeling of wanting n o t h i n g but you.
 

I’m always assuming the worst, but you’re going on nonetheless

 && there’s nothing to cushion your heart led fall.
 

There’s beauty in a breakdown; don’t catch her when she falls.

 Let her c r u m b l e to the ground.