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I'm going to delete the book cause no one is reading it so yeah 

Look I have a huge love for Australia but I want to come back the the US. 

This pain is too much and unbereable, why I have to get trought it? Why I can't be in peace? 

All I want to be is dead.

I need to relieve the pain and I know only one thing that work for me, selfharm. 

So I'm Alycia and I'm a fucking stupid cause even trying with all my forces I'm not able to killmyself. So I have to keep living this miserable shitty life for an eternity.

I don't know what I have to do for a piece of peace and happiness.

Fuck this life and everything.

Time to say goodbey. Time to get the peace I have been searching my whole life. Time to say I love you all and I hope you have a happy and wonderful life and found love, you all derserve it.

I can't with this anymore. This is it, I'm tired of fighting and this time I'm not going to fail like before. Sorry for all the people who tried to help me , this was always the only way.