BlackJin23

Congratulations to trump!! Cheers to the end meaningless war, Europe will be more safer, Gazans will have a place to call home and the US will stay out of countries internal affairs!!!

BlackJin23

This days there are not good books on wattpad anymore!! I have deleted multiple books this past few weeks just from reading few chapters. Either they are repititive, boring or plain. They are always too cliche, same story over and over. Just from reading few chapters you know how it will end. Can someone recommend some really nice book that would make me curdling on the bed while reading? Also I read queer books only, men queer books!!!

BlackJin23

For a moment I thought I lost my wattpad account!! 
          Wattpad required I re-register and I couldn’t remember my password so I couldn’t log in. I had to open a new account and I searched for this my account on it, I almost cried seeing it but couldn’t log in!! All those books I have compiled for 3 years, my lovely friends and followers I have made (Even if they are little I still love them) I told myself “ I am getting it back “ And I did!!!!
          
          So I reset my password and was able to log in!!!

Kingsrabbit

Thanks for reading my book and my ongoing story, Jin. I just wanted to pop my head in here, at your Wattpad virtual door and wish you well. 
          I confess I read some of your conversations here. I hope you stay safe and stay well. It’s really hard having a crush you can probably never confess to. Sadly I think you’re right to keep silent and admire him from afar. Your safety comes before anything. Someday,when you move to someplace that won’t kill you or imprison you for simply being you, then you can pursue the love that all of us  deserve to have the chance to find. 
          I sincerely hope that you do.

BlackJin23

Thank you for taking time to read my embarrassing confession!! 
            I have totally forgotten I wrote this and after seeing your message, I read it again and I cringed!! 
            Thankfully I am over him and just distracted myself with more important things. This past few months when i see him, I don’t feel it anymore, it’s still there but not as strong as before!! I guess that’s what happens when the heart is fed up!! Thanks for taking time to read and offer an advice, you just earned a following.
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BlackJin23

Hey guys, how is life? I have no one to tell this to since even my closest siblings are dumb enough to know their brother is queer. So I would share my recent queer stories with you people. 
          
          I just got into college early this year and it’s been a torture to my sexual life. I mean have had crushes on guys who don’t even know I exist but one particular guy sticks out.
          
          His name is Nelson. He is a dark, tall, really muscled and handsome guy. Just how I like them!!!
          He is a year above me so I only see him once in a day on campus which is depressing.
          
          Out of all the guys I have crushed on so far I have always gotten over them but not Nelson. Nelson is different I would be crazy to say I am almost in love.  
          The most saddening thing is that I live in Lagos, Nigeria. Which is one of the most homophobic place on earth.
          
          But I have noticed youths on campus are more liberal and accepting not that gay people openly show affection on campus? We still have a long way to go before that can happen. But I feel like they are more liberal because there are some effeminate guys who are obviously gay by their effeminate acts but people don’t seem to bother. One would expect students to bully them in a country like Nigeria but they just make fun about them not in their presence though.
          
          So back to Nelson, I have been crossing paths with him this days and my feelings keep growing and I don’t know what to do.
          
          Don’t even try advising me to talk to him because I would feel like a creep and he is a year above me so we don’t have common ground on what to talk about.
          
          And it would be terrible to ask him out because I don’t know if he is homophobic. Technically everybody is homophobic here in Nigeria, including me. We don’t just openly declare our love for same sex like that to prevent raised eyebrows.
          And besides I would bet every penny I have that he doesn’t know I exist.
          
          So what do I do?

BlackJin23

Thank you very much. You know it’s part of my plans to relocate to a more accepting country after college but it’s really frustrating to see someone you like but can’t have them because of people belief and hate . I don’t plan to out myself or ask any jock that catches my eyes out. 
            Thanks I really appreciate 
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chinthu_midhun

I only read half of that but you need to pull yourself together. Please wait till you get out of the country. Then you can date all the guys you want. Please not when you are still there. Do you have any idea what they would do to you in prison? Get out of Africa alive and safe and I promise you’ll find the love of your life. The moment you see this please let me know that you haven’t done anything insanely dumb. 
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BlackJin23

This is arguably one of the best book I have read on wattpad. I started the journey of this book last year and followed up till the end this week. That tells you how amazing the book is. I am the kind of guy that gets bored easily. If I don’t finish a book in a week I am dropping it but this is a testimony. So I am urging everyone who will be seeing this to add this to your library to enjoy a quality reading time. There is a part 2 of this book which I will not be dropping because you will be compelled to add it yourself when you read this part 1 . Have a nice day!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/327587918?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=library&wp_uname=BlackJin23

BlackJin23

It is really nice and it’s reputation is well deserved 
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siera_hate-123

@BlackJin23 read the first and second book and it was a very long emotional rollercoaster‍‍
            But i loved it
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BlackJin23

Hi guys! I have a question, how did people in your country, state or your family members reacted to Pope Francis declaring that gay people have the rights to be blessed by a priest? Well they didn’t take it well in my country. It made the hatred for lgbt people grew more and funny enough most of these people are closeted. I have also seen most people claim that they don’t care as long as it doesn’t take food from their table. Like real straight people don’t care what 2 people do with their genitals.

BlackJin23

Likewise here too. People are just hating for absolutely no reason. They claim God is against homosexuality but isn’t he also against fornication, rape, murder, blasphemy and kidnapping? A field where they all excel in.
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chinthu_midhun

Well, only 5% of my countries population is Christians so I don’t think it makes much of a difference. It’s still so homophobic that people will leave comments in a dead person’s Instagram account like, “One down, way more to go”, “who is the next target?” and so on. So homophobic, even death don’t deter them. 
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BlackJin23

I remembered the first book I read, the first boyxboy book I read in my life. During the time I was disgusted by who I am. I knew what I was but couldn’t accept it. So I decided to read a book of my kind, which was the first gay book I ever read. It was kinda of scary, coming a little bit in terms with a part of myself I have always denied. 
          
          “My forbidden love” by Lucy mugure was the first queer book I ever read. I fell in love with it to the point I never forgot the characters names since 3 years since I last read it. Calen Silverstian and Jerald Amir are the characters in the book. I lost contact with the book because I was formerly a light reader fan before switching to Wattpad. After changing phone and getting engrossed with Wattpad I forgot light reader and I tried downloading it back on Apple Store (but couldn’t find it) mainly to read “my forbidden love” again. After searching for 3 years, I gave up that I might never read the book again. 
          But this night I decided to just give it a try on google to see if I might find the book. You had no idea how happy I was when I saw the front cover. I was so delighted that I shed some tears. Right now I have been reunited with my long lost book and I am so happy. You can find the book on web novel which is an app. The name of the book is “my forbidden love “ by Lucy mugure. Try checking it out and you’ll be hooked to it. It’s nothing much, just a simple love story of 2 boys who can’t be together.
          
          Like they say ; “ there is no love like your first love” 
          Though I have read books on Wattpad better than it but it still remains my best and first queer book.
          
          Hope I didn’t bore you out with my sob story?

siera_hate-123

@BlackJin23  cant remember my first gay book i read but now am hooked cant look at straight books the same way again.
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BlackJin23

It seems cool 
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chinthu_midhun

Nope. I was trying to remember which was my first queer book but at this point I can’t remember . It must be Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu. But then again, even though the central characters are gay, that is not the focal point of the book
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