BlackJin

I barely come here on wattpad like before and going through my previous conversations, I realized I’ve grown a lot than I imagined. I’ve become someone who is more engrossed in life, had my first gay crush and heartbreak. But yeah I’m more stronger now and proud of myself. I miss here fr

Hey friend, long time no see (lol). How are you? 

This days there are not good books on wattpad anymore!! I have deleted multiple books this past few weeks just from reading few chapters. Either they are repititive, boring or plain. They are always too cliche, same story over and over. Just from reading few chapters you know how it will end. Can someone recommend some really nice book that would make me curdling on the bed while reading? Also I read queer books only, men queer books!!!

For a moment I thought I lost my wattpad account!! 
          Wattpad required I re-register and I couldn’t remember my password so I couldn’t log in. I had to open a new account and I searched for this my account on it, I almost cried seeing it but couldn’t log in!! All those books I have compiled for 3 years, my lovely friends and followers I have made (Even if they are little I still love them) I told myself “ I am getting it back “ And I did!!!!
          
          So I reset my password and was able to log in!!!

Hello, I am bored. Can we be friends?

Thanks for reading my book and my ongoing story, Jin. I just wanted to pop my head in here, at your Wattpad virtual door and wish you well. 
          I confess I read some of your conversations here. I hope you stay safe and stay well. It’s really hard having a crush you can probably never confess to. Sadly I think you’re right to keep silent and admire him from afar. Your safety comes before anything. Someday,when you move to someplace that won’t kill you or imprison you for simply being you, then you can pursue the love that all of us  deserve to have the chance to find. 
          I sincerely hope that you do.

Hey guys, how is life? I have no one to tell this to since even my closest siblings are dumb enough to know their brother is queer. So I would share my recent queer stories with you people. 
          
          I just got into college early this year and it’s been a torture to my sexual life. I mean have had crushes on guys who don’t even know I exist but one particular guy sticks out.
          
          His name is Nelson. He is a dark, tall, really muscled and handsome guy. Just how I like them!!!
          He is a year above me so I only see him once in a day on campus which is depressing.
          
          Out of all the guys I have crushed on so far I have always gotten over them but not Nelson. Nelson is different I would be crazy to say I am almost in love.  
          The most saddening thing is that I live in Lagos, Nigeria. Which is one of the most homophobic place on earth.
          
          But I have noticed youths on campus are more liberal and accepting not that gay people openly show affection on campus? We still have a long way to go before that can happen. But I feel like they are more liberal because there are some effeminate guys who are obviously gay by their effeminate acts but people don’t seem to bother. One would expect students to bully them in a country like Nigeria but they just make fun about them not in their presence though.
          
          So back to Nelson, I have been crossing paths with him this days and my feelings keep growing and I don’t know what to do.
          
          Don’t even try advising me to talk to him because I would feel like a creep and he is a year above me so we don’t have common ground on what to talk about.
          
          And it would be terrible to ask him out because I don’t know if he is homophobic. Technically everybody is homophobic here in Nigeria, including me. We don’t just openly declare our love for same sex like that to prevent raised eyebrows.
          And besides I would bet every penny I have that he doesn’t know I exist.
          
          So what do I do?

This is arguably one of the best book I have read on wattpad. I started the journey of this book last year and followed up till the end this week. That tells you how amazing the book is. I am the kind of guy that gets bored easily. If I don’t finish a book in a week I am dropping it but this is a testimony. So I am urging everyone who will be seeing this to add this to your library to enjoy a quality reading time. There is a part 2 of this book which I will not be dropping because you will be compelled to add it yourself when you read this part 1 . Have a nice day!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/327587918?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=library&wp_uname=BlackJin23

Hi guys! I have a question, how did people in your country, state or your family members reacted to Pope Francis declaring that gay people have the rights to be blessed by a priest? Well they didn’t take it well in my country. It made the hatred for lgbt people grew more and funny enough most of these people are closeted. I have also seen most people claim that they don’t care as long as it doesn’t take food from their table. Like real straight people don’t care what 2 people do with their genitals.

HPpy belated birthday! I found you from a post you commented on and I wanted to let you know I have quite the collection of books I wrote that I think you might enjoy! Have a wonderful day :)