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Heyo.....um yeah I'm alive. The thing is guys...... Oh heck how do I say this..... So I recently saw a video on YouTube (like a week ago or so) and there Taehyung was pretty unhappy about the whole 'fanfic' thing. So...it made me feel guilty. Heck yeah it did. Plus you already know how much a lazy ass I am. I'm NOT at all willing to write anything. I forced myself to write but nothing came up. I feel like I'll be giving excuses if I say that I'm having a very hard time and that's why I won't be able to continue. Shit like that happens in everyone's life. Hard times are meant to come. But I just don't feel like continuing anymore. Not even a bit. Yeah, I broke my promise that I will come back to write. I won't. I'm leaving. It's frustrating, really. Every social media starting from WhatsApp or Insta or even Wattpad feels like shit now. I'm sorry guys..... It's very tiring for me to force myself to write and not writing anything at all. You can hate me. You can blame me for leaving everything midway. I'll take the blame. I won't say any excuses. So yeah....the main thing is that....I'm leaving...and deleting my book. I would have left my book like that but I can't shake off that guilt inside me. The last thing I want is my idols to feel bad because of their own fans. 
          
          I'm sorry guys. This is the last time you're hearing from me.
          
          Goodbye..... Sayonara.
          
          I hope you do great. And no I'm not dying.

Look whose back =-O

@_xbanxnamxchi_  um...... Okay?

@_xbanxnamxchi_ sorry but it's not for free :-P

@_xbanxnamxchi_  that's a new one

@_xbanxnamxchi_ unfortunately, I do have a name

@_xbanxnamxchi_ Idk you tho T_T

@_xbanxnamxchi_ oh my thank you (◠‿◕)

@_xbanxnamxchi_ oh it's fine ;)

Happy birthday to the God of destruction!! Happy birthday RM. We love you...
          Stay happy dear leader nim.