I'm switch starting out as a cgl special needs cgl for disabled people and children minded develop mentally ill people who are either still in diapers due to their stigma to toilet training or actual fear of the bathrooms potty eating seat and feeling like it is going to get them too much did I realize the role of being a cgl and taking care of littles that a car accident would change my life in more ways than I realize that accident would result in my brain damage cause a mental issue with the fact that I was going to get to experience what being a Little was going to be like the fact that car accident had the effect of making me diagnosed with full bladder and bowel loss and control and it would play a big part of my life and treatment for me diagnosed later with DID Disassociative identity disorder a littlspace of 2-3 years old in the beginning that changes after marriage to my wife and cgl Genesis when she was murdered by a720 LA metro rapid bus driver and it would happen that I was in my little space at this time being forced powerless to watch as she was ripped in half dragged under the bus and then dying six months later with blood poisoning from the road material that was grounded in her body that she was dead and it was several orderlys that had to pry a scared little off his mommy and taken to the morgue and I was homeless for29 years four years in housing and then unlawfully evicted due to landlords ignorance of maintenance of the building and it would cost me more than I could have realized it was several times in this point I was robbed and then benefits stolen and gangsta thugs hassle me for my money to pay off his debt for me not being able to do a signing on paperwork for us getting paid25,000 dollars and then receive the first stimulus check for the sake of financial support for the epidemic caused by COVID19 and it would happen that I would get everything back to order for now as I am waiting to get a new home and  time I had a cgl for me finally