@Div7bts_lover Hey Divi ...I am ok....hope you are well too and taking care of yourself and don't be fed up with life and before doing anything wrong think about your family and me , think about your all the hardships that you went through to make to this day...We all love you too much Divi just remember this,You are so precious to us that we can't afford to lose you.... Even though we spended small time with each other ( as small as an ant) you still hold a special place in my life that is filled with our memories ......Aster, I know I haven't been the bestest sister or friend that I was supposed to be or you wished of me to be ..I am really really sorry for that and I really appreciate your patience and care ....I know I am a disappointment to everyone,to you ,to my parents,to myself.....don't worry, I am trying my best to recover.Can you forgive me for being the reason of your disappointment,for making you worried,for not being with when you needed me the most,for being selfish and leaving you all alone....I am really sorry for everything that was caused by me......Aster,can you bear my incompetence to live up to your expectations for some months? I promise you that i will return with good news and be the bestest sister snd friend to you....Till then can you wait for me dear?