BlannnRogue

A lot.

BlannnRogue

Hey. I’m back but only for a nostalgic moment. I just wanted to say a few things. First off, yes I’m still alive, and unless something horrible happens I will continue being such. I also wanted to talk about nofap and my current life situation. I’ve improved a lot since the last times I commented here. I still feel negative feelings and am unable to smile 24/7, but that’s just part of life. Life is extremely tough, and you ought to toughen your skin for it. I’ve been through a lot of changes both mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally, etc. It’s really horrible to see my previous post here, they’re pessimistic, ludicrous, and ignorant on all tiers. I still have a long ways to go to ‘fully’ beat devils within.
          
          Regardless, I’ve had a lot going on in life. I have a job to worry about, I have nofap I’m committing to, and soon I’ll be heading to pursue post secondary education. I’m certainly excited for that - yes I am a tad bit nervous, but everything will go well, so long as the great one wants it to. We’ll just see what happens :). My deadbeat obsession of getting a ‘girlfriend’ has also diminished. I don’t mind being single, because from what I see is that relationships such nature always result problematic. All MOST married couples do is ARGUE and ARGUE. So, that being said, I’m in no rush to get laid or find love. We’ll just have to see what happens ;v.

BlannnRogue

Am a failure on this day... I cranked a nut or two maybe 3 today. Committing such a crime has put me down to the lowest level. It forced me to begin writing the Resolution Articles. My nofap war effort will continue despite the bustage that happened today. Tomorrow is day 0 again, but that’s the last day 0 in a very long time. Trust me.

BlannnRogue

21 days in and I just got off work. I worked with a very gorgeous girl and made her laugh like crazy. She was playing with her hair at one point and gosh she was beautiful. I wanted to kiss her. Anyway, imma keep going and let you know about more benefits and proof later ;)
          
          Long live nofap!