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They just took my friend off life support and I was supposed to go visit her later today. It hurts so bad dude. The last time I saw her was on Halloween. She was her normal self. Never in a million fucking years did I ever think the next time I’d be seeing her would be at her funeral. Considering everything she’s been through, at least she’s no longer suffering but it still hurts. 
          Side note: less than five minutes after I found out they took her off life support I heard an owl loud ass hell from my window so idk if I should take that as a sign or not. 

Okay yall. Don’t really post shit like this but I just lost a friend. I saw her on Halloween and she was perfectly normal. Yesterday she was found unresponsive , today she was declared brain dead. We weren’t super close or nothing but it still hurts so bad. Updating is being put on hold for idk how long. I just need time to process this whole thing.

Should I go see Sabrina carpenter in concert next month even tho imma see her at Coachella ?? Pls help 

Went on a walk and got followed #lol 

Was gunna stay sober until I saw Lola young taking a break from music and canceling her tour

Saw Kali Uchis tonight and I loved it so much. PCD is hitting so hard, enjoyed seeing Thee sacred souls again. Cried like 30 times during the concert and squirted more times than I can count. Top 3 concert I’ve been to and she ain’t the third. 

Was gunna try and stay sober for a day since it’s been awhile until I saw the news about d4vd.. so fucking devastated bro 

For those reading false reality , yall ain’t getting an update soon. I’m in one of the lowest parts of my life right now and have no motivation to write. I promise that once I do update, it’ll be more than one chapter. I’m sorry for making yall wait so long 

100K ON 72HOURS IS ABSOLUTELY INSANE TO ME I NEVER EVEN EXPECTED TO GET MORE THAN 5 WHEN I ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED IT I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YALL THAT READ IT AND TO THOSE THAT ENJOYED IT, I LOVE YALL THE MOST 

To the person that said you can turn off comment notifs in settings, I love you and I hope nothing but the best happens to you and you never experience pain/sadness ever again