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With my birthday coming up all I can think about is whether or not I wanna be here for it. 

Took a nap and woke up to find out there were 2 separate fires behind my house lol. Thank god they put that shit out 

Shit service on my phone, surrounded by fires and no power till Saturday. Insane 

2025 resolutions (most reasonable to least) 
          -go to Chili’s twice and get drunk 
          -get abs
          -stop being a whore 
          -change but in a good way 
          -get 72hr to 100K reads 

Small rant. 
          I’m so fucking tired. I’m starting to become severely drained again. I don’t wanna relapse again but it’s the only thing I can think of. I’m really trying and everything but I think the people around me are starting to notice that something’s going on. I just don’t know anymore. 
          I’m not saying any of this expecting replies or for attention or anything at all. I just need to get this off my chest 

I went to the pop up shop today !!! I got there at 12 and didn’t get out of the place till 3 bc it was so packed. By the time I left there was barely any line but it was kinda nice. 

Calling out of work to go to the pop up tomorrow. Billie better be there 

OF FUCKING COURSE SHE BRINGS OUT CHARLI THE NIGHT IM SUPPOSED TO GO

First the concert, and now nobody wants to go to the pop up shop with me .. let’s hope my friend sets me up with her coworker so I have somebody to go with 

Crying bc nobody wanted to go with me to the concert tomorrow