Blehcoodle

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Well.
          	
          	At least I'm only a friend.
          	
          	You can break the friendship between us.
          	
          	But unlike you, I'm getting hit from all sides by my family members. By my friends. By my teammates.
          	
          	And sadly, I can't break my relationship with them.
          	
          	Because they are who I lean on to.
          	
          	Yes. It hurts.
          	
          	But what can I do?
          	
          	I'm lonely as fuck.
          	
          	I have no one.
          	
          	My only other choice is to kill myself.
          	
          	Do you want me to do that?
          	
          	Because I will.
          	
          	Trust me.
          	
          	I will.

veganholywater

@Blehcoodle it's been two years since you posted this, I hope you're doing much better now :)
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Blehcoodle

this message may be offensive 
Well.
          
          At least I'm only a friend.
          
          You can break the friendship between us.
          
          But unlike you, I'm getting hit from all sides by my family members. By my friends. By my teammates.
          
          And sadly, I can't break my relationship with them.
          
          Because they are who I lean on to.
          
          Yes. It hurts.
          
          But what can I do?
          
          I'm lonely as fuck.
          
          I have no one.
          
          My only other choice is to kill myself.
          
          Do you want me to do that?
          
          Because I will.
          
          Trust me.
          
          I will.

veganholywater

@Blehcoodle it's been two years since you posted this, I hope you're doing much better now :)
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Blehcoodle

(part 2)
          
          They said that there is a 10% risk in this operation because they will sedate half her body but she will still be awake during the extraction and it is very painful. My granny is coughing now and if she does cough during the operation, there could be a major turn of events and she could die there from stroke or it will shorten her life span. But if the operation is a success, she will be able to live a few months longer. 
          
          This was devastating news to me and I am really close to her. She brought me up for 13 years of my life and she's a good woman who's very kind and very patient but I only have this long with her so I want to spend this time with her.
          
          I will pass everything to one of my friends and get them to update for me every once in a while so I can spend more time with my granny.
          
          Please guys... Her operation is this Friday. If you believe in any gods, please pray for her operation to be a success.
          
          -Val

Blehcoodle

Hey guys,
          
          So EVERYTHING is on hold in my life that includes social media except I think for instagram and musically.
          
          So the following wattpad accounts have books and they are all on hold:
          @Blehcoodle
          @Fanficwriter2002 
          
          I will tell you why so calm down.
          
          Now. It started on Monday. So I was on my way to change so I could meet my friend at a mall nearby my house to get some of my stuff when I suddenly got a call from my aunt say that my granny had fallen down that morning and that she wanted me to go see if she is alright. I know that my granny is now very weak already so I panicked and rushed to call my mum to tell her about it. I immediately changed and still went to get my things from my friends because one of those things was my wallet with my atm card inside it. I went straight to my granny house and my mum was on her way there too.
          
          After I reached, I saw my granny lying down on the lower half of the bed not being able to move much except flipping onto her side. Then my dad and mum reached and we decided to call the ambulance to come and get her cause she's an elderly that fell and now couldn't move. 
          
          So when the ambulance came, we all followed to the hospital and waited outside the ER for about 6-7 hours. While waiting, we learned that the doctors were going to do an MRI scan to see if there's anything wrong that's causing her to be weak. When it came out my mum said there were black dots in her lungs.
          
          I didn't know what was happening because that night and went home and yesterday I spent the day at home taking care of my younger cousins. Today I learnt from my mum that it has been confirmed that she has cancer. It has reached STAGE 4 and they can't save her. She has only about 6 months to a year to live and I want to spend as much time as I can with her. The doctors said they wanted to do an extraction from her lungs to find out how to supress the cancer cells from spreading faster.
          
          (read the next post)

Blehcoodle

Hey everyone,
          
          If you follow @meandmydivergence you'll know what's happening in her life and why she's stopping.
          
          Well, if you don't already know, the two of us have a circle of friends. There are four of us and we are stopping wattpad for a while because I am also worried about her.
          
          She is one of my bestest friends and I have never experienced having a friend with so much in common with me after only a few months of being together.
          
          I only hope that she will get better and with all this going on in my life, I don't think I will even write the chapters.
          
          So, I apologise that even though I started updating after so long, I'll be stopping again.
          
          My friend, if you are reading this, as I said, you are not alone. You have all of us that care about you. Whatever you do just remeber that we're all with you. You can escape the demons and we're all here to help you.
          
          Peace out,
          
          Valarie

Blehcoodle

So I just uploaded 2 new chapters on Saturday and sunday and I'll upload another one soon but because my EYEs are coming up, most of the books will be on hold and I won't upload for quite a while. About half a month to a full month.
          
          Love ya'll thanks for reading my books!!
          
          ~Blehcoodle

Blehcoodle

Ok guys...
          
          So basically I was talking to my friend @Meandmydivergence and what happened was that she whatsapped me about this 10 year-old kid who started hating on a Minecraft youtube parody. So anyways... as I told her...
          
          1. This kid isn't even supposed to be allowed online. Much less youtube
          2. Kiddo! I know your youtube name is "LEON BLAKEY" so if you don't like the video why even watch it Kiddo?! You can just ignore it ya know? And like as she said, people spend so long making that 4 min vid for you just to watch and you hate. What's the point then? It's like spending five years studying for your damn PSLE and getting 250+ and yo parents be like: "Eh why so poor ah?" "Eh why never get the highest ah?" "Eh why you so terrible in yo academics??"( Ok my parents never said that only because from my mum's side of the family, I got the highest and I was the only one who got above 200. haha I'm smart!! JKJK!!)
          3. Boy we ain't at the top of the food chain for no reason
          4. We have brains. YOU HAVE A BRAIN USE IT PLS!!!
          5. You be throwing your head away while ppl b using it wisely.
          6. You don't gotta hate kiddo. Not everyone likes you either. Not everyone likes your vids either. Not everyone like all of you either so why ya doin it kiddo??
          7.  THERES A AGE LIMIT YA KNOW?! READ BEFORE USE OR DID YO SCHOOL NEVER TEACH YOU
          8. KIDDO YOU IDIOT NO ONE LIKES HATERS SO WHY DA HELL YOU BEING ONE YOU 10 YEAR OLD KIDDO?!
          
           Ok. I'm almost done ranting. Excuse me for language use cause this would be a message full of vulgarities if i didn't have a filter in my brain

Meandmydivergence

YASH NICE
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Blehcoodle

~Blehcoodle
            
            haha oopsies. Forgot that.
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